RAMBLINGS
An all too ordinary story, with aftertaste so bitter
Forced to be someone I don't want to be
I'm losing myself... sinking deeper down
I'm caught in the world wound web
Thursday, December 17, 2009
On the 15th of december, winter solstice..
When hanging upside down the tree with a old time friend of mine Amelia. This is the first time since like 4 years back I guess we hangout. And it turn out pretty good, as usual walk, eat, walk, movie, walk, lrt, bus, walk, run under the rain, etc etc.
We watched 2012. Finally after all the hesitant of watching the movie eventhough I want to watch it badly due to the overdose of movie length up to 2 hours and 45mins, Its like almost 3 hours sittin my butt down in the theatre, I watched it at last and its kinda cool cause the cinema ain't that full and the price is cheaper for so-called older movies. The movie was really good. I like how it builds up the emotion of the audience. So many motifs and awesome mise-en-scene and oh yes every single shot and screen is not a mistake and is fill with subliminal meanings and adrenaline-rush scene. My first time using what I learnt in the Film and Art Appreciation class when talking about movies. Thats fucking kicking asses! I realise I actually learnt something.
Amelia seems so engrossed into the movie, her eyes doesn't seem to blink abit. So focused and I almost thought she sat on "someones" sit and got into a trance due to it or maybe the movie is really hypnotic. I love all the apocalyptic scenes, eventhough it's saddening to see people dying but somehow it feels good too. It's like watching the future of our world being diminished once for all in another 3 years to come. A hedonistic feel to the beautiful sight of utopia. Massive volcano eruptions, very neatly driven line of earthquakes, full on power attack of the tsunami..what more can we ask for. But perhaps if I am the director or script writer of the movie, I will place in zombie apocalypse instead of all this cheesy natural disasters..
Good dawn, Happy Holidays, Merry christmassacre and Happy Full Blown Thrash/Death Fucking Black Metal new year....
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Sunday, December 13, 2009
What an awkward period to actually have a thought of my blog..yes its somehow dead, really dead..no one really comes here anymore. In fact not anyone. Its very isolated from the real world of despicablelicon out there. This blog here, is a blog did mostly on my own with some help of my friends and you*if there is any human who so happens to hav a bad omen comes across this dark territory* see the banner up there. The kind off gothic paradise lost-like kinda look. Yes, it's done by Hua Min, I don't know if anyone still remembers her but I bet all of u do. Credits to her for d completion of my blog. And also my music is done by her as well as far as I could remember.
SO what am I doing here when it's already in the wastelands of blogs? I am not sure either. Well I was waiting for some Ihsahn songs to be downloaded at this hour because only at this hour the p2p file sharing is really fast, and in the meantime, I wen for a round of wanking, clean up the mess, and come straight back to the face if this screen. And this is really the last time, I am not gonna wank anymore. waste of energy and stamina.wtf.. The urge of reviewing my blog came brushing in and I could see how much shit have been in here *I meant my post* and to be honest to myself, it's fucking shitty to be talking crap, rant and rave, throwin emotions of despair here and there. To the point I realise how much things have changed from that moment till now. It's only like few months back or maybe more..and time seems to crawl yet its actually sprinting like the wind.
I completed my first sem in uni, it when well so far. The only thing to do now is to wait for the result of the finals to be posted up on the e-advantage thing. Today is like the first or second day of the holiday and Im already like fucking bored and static right now. Spacing in the middle of the screen with mouth gagged open by some invincible apple or bananas. FAGbookin was one good lame fucking way to kill unwanted time, its so over rated with all those humans in there and all those annoying notifications except those comment stuff. This is world is bound to doomed..=.=..whatever. FUCK IT
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