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An all too ordinary story, with aftertaste so bitter
Forced to be someone I don't want to be
I'm losing myself... sinking deeper down
I'm caught in the world wound web

Sunday, December 28, 2008


Today 27th december 2008 and its my offday from work just to catch the AsSahar gig!!. Just came back from AsSahar gig at MCPA hall. Reach there at 2pm but waited till 3.30pm to start of with the first opening band for AsSahar. Met up with a friend of mine who work in Tangs as well whom is Faizul. We watch the gig until the fourth band that is a black metal band. The first 3 bands was good but the black metal one was just so far so ok ok. Before AsSahar, a brutal deathgrind band named Sick Society played. Lastly AsSahar came on stage, in conjunction as well to their 21st anniversary of their band since it was formed. AsSahar came from singapore. Super good black metal band with very melodic guitar work especially the solo. The picture of AsSahar performing is not that clear due to the distant and the darkness and the shakey atmosphere. Have a great time headbanging. Metal forever. Nothing beats the like of heavy metal. RAWRR!!
Another Ordinary Story at Sunday, December 28, 2008;

Friday, December 26, 2008

Adi,

I will miss you bro. We all will miss you. May your soul rest in eternal peace. Jangan nakal-nakal sangat kat syurga. Stay heavy metal bro, I miss you. One day, I will meet you again, One day...
Goodbye bro, RIP.
Another Ordinary Story at Friday, December 26, 2008;

Sunday, December 21, 2008

ROCK THE WORLD 8 is today. I just got back from there. A big disappointment. TOO MUCH Indie fucks band. I missed 2 metal bands. But manage to catch to so called better than the rest since I got there. Koffin Kanser and Revenge. Revenge is fucking awesome!!
Another Ordinary Story at Sunday, December 21, 2008;

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

The topic of the debate currently is METAL VS PLASTIC aka CHINESE METAL VS CHINESE PLASTIC. Who will reign above them all. Billy and Jiun Jin debate almost everyday about METAL(HEAVY METAL MUSIC) AND PLASTIC (SOFT MUSIC aka GAY-STYLE) non stop.. all fucking day... METAL FOR ETERNITY!!
Another Ordinary Story at Tuesday, December 16, 2008;

Tuesday, December 2, 2008



Its Bring Me The Horizon mania, lets all go to the horizon and fuck however you want there. One of the best deathcore, but I wonder why they have that emo kid alike appearance. The album Count Your Blessing is the best so far among the three! BMTH BMTH BMTH BMTH BMTH BMTH!!!!! RAWRRRRRR!!
Another Ordinary Story at Tuesday, December 02, 2008;

Monday, December 1, 2008

Dear anti-emo,

TELLING THE WHOLE WORLD THAT ME IS AIN'T ANY EMO SHIT!!!.. I may be one sometimes but everyone has emotions do they?. And why must I be the only one singled out as the emo fuck?. Listening to death metal and thrash metal is emo?. FUCK OFF.. anyway, thats not the main thing I was here. In this special dawn, at this very moment. Me who hardly update the blog anymore suddenly comes into blogger and start sitting down and type and type. What is it Im going type?. Ok. Looks like after SPM trouble ain't going off as I was expected, vague feeling of relaxation is what I felt, that fucking little?. I don't have a peace of mind, a proper one I meant. I guess I need isolated from everyone. But how can I?.. I don't want to have any conflict this moment. I already left school. Im suppose to start everything all new. A new beginning to the latest ending. That is the end of high school. Wouldn't even Zeus spare me of this constantly revolving misery? I bet many people who read this wouldn't understand a bit of what Im saying right now. But for those who somehow seen me in shits. I guess you will know it very well. For you who don't understand, understand it if you want to. Not like anyone gonna be so freaking interested in this post anyway. ok, at least IM ALREADY OUT OF SCHOOL. Thats a good thing, those heartaches i got in my last year of school that is also known as fucking as the worst year of my schooling life, for real.. Im so glad to get out of school and avoid seeing and hearing stuff that ordinary human don't want to.
Humans this days are so fucking selfish and so self conscious. Why? Cause there are alot of humans just don't see the wrong they are doing and whats the worse part of it, they just blast it all on one person to suck it all in. Does it feels so orgasmic to have a certain someone to carry the guilt and burden of it. And are humans so fucking coward these day, where it takes 10 men of most of them are parang wielding ass freak to hit and kill a student who is somehow weapon free? Dude, if want a conflict, do it by your own and face it like a man, and not being pussies and cock heads to have many human backing you up, fucking sore losers. A parent spend loads of cash, thousand and thousands to send their son or daughters to malaysia just to get killed for the reason of mistaken identity, I feel so fucking sorry them really. They will never be able to get devoid of this despicable act. Before killing someone, do think of their love ones first.
Im so fucking bored right nowwwww...I feel like eating a buffalo alive.
Another Ordinary Story at Monday, December 01, 2008;


Name: Anti-Hero
Age: 17 and half
Email:silent_grudge@hotmail.com



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Bring me the horizon(deathcore band)
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Duncan
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DJ
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