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An all too ordinary story, with aftertaste so bitter
Forced to be someone I don't want to be
I'm losing myself... sinking deeper down
I'm caught in the world wound web

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Love square..
Love triangle..


This is somehow like a part 2 of the relationship stuff I been talking about in 1 of my previous post, about the break up and stuf.

There are somehow a part of confusion in a relationship and that involves a third party or so. Its based on true events as well.

A love triangle or should I say a love square. Theres a boy who is S who got a girl friend and he likes another girl name O, the girl is single but still I assume she is still loved by the previous boy friend who is the ex now. And the girl O responded to boy S love, adding more spice to it naturally that boy S girl friend is girl O kinda close friend of hers too.


It is somehow found its way into public view and girl O lose alot of her friends, is she so willing to let that happen just for a guy?. and plus her ex who I shall assume is boy T is in love with her and still stays by her side always if anything bad befalls her even if this could hurt him alot as well. He is a really good guy and a nice one indeed.


I felt symphatetic towards girl O but still a shock to me as I dun expect anything like that from her. People calls her bitch and slut but well its aint nice to call her like that after all that happens, she stil have feelings and all, its not like she wishes this to happen. Even a number of people don't understand her actions but theres a reason to every of it from the 3 perspective of the people that is involve, a story cant be said by just one point of view.

Im glad boy T is still there for her, and I hope what I thought is true or not. But do not understand why those 2 are splitted cause boy T is really a near perfect man, understanding and matured. Now there are alot of people having really bad impression on her thinking shes a bitch and a slut and all, she gone through alot as my eyes could see even i do not know her well. Well, we should be a slight tolerant and to know more before deciding what type of person a person is.


As to me, I wouldn't want to continue anything on anymore if Im stuck in this situation, if my girl love someone else too, Im gonna just let her go instead of competing with the other. Not that I do not want her or not loving her alot, if from the start she loves you, she should only love you and only you and not falling for anyone else in the process, it means total disloyality and all and especially since if I do alot for her, shower her always with care and love and being very faithful. I don't think I got the rights to say all this, Im not a good person either, Im really bad though, suck in relationships and all plus with a badass side of me, i suck to my own opinion, maybe its not something really surprising if my girl love someone else too. Back to where I was saying, its pointless to fight back since her heart can change anytime and so easily, even you fought her back, she may still fall for another 1 too. And if she falls for someone else, it kinda means that that guy is even better than me and that your not as good to her anymore as she feels. If that happens, its over to me..

It may sound nice love triangle, but somehow its 1 of the worse thing in a serious relationship, its the horror of it and it hurts real bad.. The love from hell in a love triangle, tormenting the feelings of the people that got caught up in it.





*its my own opinion and words, there maybe some part some of you may disagree, but its just my fucking thought over it, like it appreciate it, dislike/hate it fuck off allright?.*
Another Ordinary Story at Saturday, August 30, 2008;


YES! The first cock blocking picture is that intolerant cock blocker up there blocking anyone with the arrow pointed to. Fuck you cock blocker!!
Now thats a cock blocker to the females, someone who is with the cock blocker clan wearing the cock blocker clothing materials. Mostly males are cock blockers! FUCK THE COCK BLOCKERS!!
Hey kitty, what the fuck are you looking at!!?. Don't you see we need some privacy here. Get yourself a fucking life and fuck some kitty bitches out there! You think your so fucking cute staring with such goody goody innocent eyes, just cause he is fucking ur hottie cat woman doesn mean you gotta come and peep like that, and so happen someone deserve her more than batman does, YOUR JUST ANOTHER COCK BLOCKER!! Watch your back, Im ma look and record your intimate moment with ur catty bitches with you doing your CATTY STYLE....
Cock blocker 1111, we want cock blocker 666 where 666 don't cock block! They are special units hunting and sending every cock blocker they found to hell, where their cock will be block with the cok! Cock up your ass cocker blockers!YOU!! UP THERE. YOUR A COCK WHO BLOCKS! FUCK YOU COCK BLOCKER!

Don't you act cool with your dumb pose like that you cock, your just a cock who fuck your hens to gain eggs, no wonder your a cock blocker, you fuck every hen all by yourself without sharing with the other cocks. Your a selfish little pussy, sharing is caring by the way. cock blocker, u suck big time!
Bloody pussy cunt dickhead cock blocker. Thats an example of a perverted looking sadist shitface cock blocker like any cock blocker who cocks-and-blocks. Like anyone who cock blocks a friend of mine in getting a chick of his own. Fuck cock blockers!
AAAAH! Thats a environmental cock blocker, please we do not want see some fugly ugly fucking people fucking here to spoil the view. URGH! Get out of the way damnit! Do it in the public toilets, parking lot or in the huge thrash can where no-one will be there to even have a glance at your disgusting publicity act. Get a room! Dah la saggy buntut, bukannya hot sial! FUCK!!
GET OUT OF MY WAY COCK BLOCKER!!
NO!!!! A MUTATED COCK BLOCKER WHO GETS ALL THE GIRLS TO HIMSELF, FUCK YOU COCK BLOCKER, GET BACK TO WHERE YOU CAME FROM. DARN HE IS NOT EVEN MOVING!! SO IT SEEMS LIKE ITS GONNA BE A BOSS BATTLE NOW BETWEEN ME AND YOU COCK-A-ROO-ROO. STOP SMILING LIKE THAT YOU COCKER BLOCKER!!

Get away, you corrupted police cock! You just want to block the porn site from everyone for your ownself!! WE REBEL AGAINST YOU, ALL COCK BLOCKS INCLUDING YOU ARE SHIT!! same as ZS, MC, DK, HY, JN, AL, AV, etc etc etc etc etc etc.U SUCK TITS WORSE OF ALL!!DENISE RICHARDS!!?!..errrr... blocking the view?..get out of the way?..no comment.. Just stay where you are, be original without much of your clothes on..@,@..
I think I got the wrong picture..
I AND WE HATE COCK BLOCKERS, NOW U SHALL DIE TEDDY BITCH!!!!
Yes, a friend of mine have been cock blocked, I dun wanna be cock blocked, don't block me or I block your cock for good! Even blocking little pussies!!


SCREW THE COCK BLOCKERS! ANNIHILATE THEM ALL!!! SEEEK AND DESTROY!!! - anti cock-blocker coven
Another Ordinary Story at Saturday, August 30, 2008;


.Annihilation by the hands of thy beloved.. says:
silent kill
Y.B Tsar ***** the 'Arab' says:
she say like tty later to the person
Y.B Tsar ***** the 'Arab' says:
or she say like *****, what do you think
Y.B Tsar ***** the 'Arab' says:
silent rape
Y.B Tsar ***** the 'Arab' says:
Splinter Cell; Rape in Guantanamo Bay
..Annihilation by the hands of thy beloved.. says:
wth..give them cock meat sandwish
..Annihilation by the hands of thy beloved.. says:
wich*
Y.B Tsar ***** the 'Arab' says:
wei
Y.B Tsar ***** the 'Arab' says:
stick to topic
..Annihilation by the hands of thy beloved.. says:
***** wat do u tink?
..Annihilation by the hands of thy beloved.. says:
i duno get u\
..Annihilation by the hands of thy beloved.. says:
wat she meant?
Y.B Tsar ***** the 'Arab' says:
she halau them or she ask me to join in the convo la
Y.B Tsar ***** the 'Arab' says:
when they nak cock block
..Annihilation by the hands of thy beloved.. says:
say tel them to fuck off
Y.B Tsar ***** the 'Arab' says:
then she dgr
..Annihilation by the hands of thy beloved.. says:
then look at her wit cold eyes
..Annihilation by the hands of thy beloved.. says:
she got scared of u
Y.B Tsar ***** the 'Arab' says:
then i pegang her
Y.B Tsar ***** the 'Arab' says:
take her away
Y.B Tsar ***** the 'Arab' says:
then she like start hitting me shouting let go letgo
Y.B Tsar ***** the 'Arab' says:
then i look into her eyes, and kiss her
Y.B Tsar ***** the 'Arab' says:
then she still fighting
Y.B Tsar ***** the 'Arab' says:
then slowly stop and embrace da kiss
Y.B Tsar ***** the 'Arab' says:

Y.B Tsar ***** the 'Arab' says:
lol
..Annihilation by the hands of thy beloved.. says:
hahaha
..Annihilation by the hands of thy beloved.. says:
watch too much movie
..Annihilation by the hands of thy beloved.. says:
hahahaha.. fuck all the cock blockers tat disturb u wit "amy". I wil back u up, silent KILL!!! OWNED THEM!! MONSTER KILL COCK BLOCKERS!






P.S: Cock blockers are just full of shit, many cock blockers to be name but lets just not name it. 1 of them i gonna say out that is boy S coz he got a really annoyin face to a fren of mine, without knowing him I shall call him a fucktard cockless-gay-ball-less. Lets say like he is talking and talking to her then suddenly a cock blocker will just go up to her and start talking to her without having a thought that my pal is talking to her, and it ended their convo since she too replies the cock blocker. It is all been spoiled, now with the help of technology there are many ways to start an atrocities with them, bring on the atom nuclear bomb and the jet planes and the Ak-47.. fuck them all!!

There you go my fren, you shall reign in the end and me on the rooftop of 1 of the tallest building playing with my band bagi semangat to the people in pain, good luck to you.
Another Ordinary Story at Saturday, August 30, 2008;

Thursday, August 28, 2008

I GOT RAPED TODAY IN MY CLASS. DARN..its stil really fun though..n i aint gonna describe how I am raped for now, d trauma is stil there!.hoho.. became of the 5sc2 raping festival victim and they are so like a malicious creatures on the loose HAHAHAHAH, and we only rape guys, guys rape guys. Param and Fariz the hardest to b raped due to their size and strength, last rape is to mun hong where later mr Khoo came in and caught us red handed raping him, we got scolded for doing nonsense and not revising our studies. Too bad theres no pic of the raping festival!
Another Ordinary Story at Thursday, August 28, 2008;




Summers love ends in the autumns fall, in a relationship theres always a beginning and an end to it. I do not believe in it, not till atrocities of being too serious occurs where it somehow kill who you really are as love do change someone a lot. To something good yet bad, it couldn’t be true to everyone, just a theory based on some events.
Break ups occurs once there’s conflict between a girl and a guy, or when they can’t get along well anymore and felt they are not meant for each other or theres some misunderstandings of feelings. Break ups comes in a way where girl and boy talk out terms to it and some where 1 of them dump 1 another. But somehow, a break up can be very unreasonable and unfair to 1 of them either boy or girl, theres sometimes injustice in it, based on some events where he is really faithful to the girl and she dumps him for a reason that never obliged his loyalty and all where he only be there for her and only her and plus how many things he did for her out of his sincerity. To some point where he or she is who they are and doing things that doesn’t involve other parties of humans jus them and their hobbies or interest can cause big big atrocities and apocalypse to the relationship, where the girl or boy, especially the girl who just thinks she is always right including the future of the guy who no-one will ever know about the future on how he will turn out to be, thinking he is a failure for life. Now that’s something getting way too far? Based on some events, the boy/girl somehow has been so attachedly in love with her where he still sticks by her always even after what the damage he/she done to him/her. Till there are who will be so heartache to see or hear about her, what else to say if he had a really good talk with her and its very sweet and pleasant yet sad and aching at times. Solemn fills his heart always as the holes keep growing bigger letting everything going through in and out of it. Somehow, if 1 of them trust their friends more than his or her beloved is something out of the ordinary most of the times especially when the friends don’t even know him or her and the girl/boy knows her/his beloved more than anything from head to toe. There are those who dump due to words of their friends, that’s really fucked up for real. Like why the hell you wanna be wit him/her when you trust your friends more than him or her when they don’t even know a single thing about the partner, just go and be with the friends and marry them better off that way. How can you expect someone to trust her when she isn’t having any trustworthy on him more than anyone else? How does anyone think that she is putting every single wrong doings and blame on him and always have that fucking thought she is always right every single thing? There are a lot of more things to be said but is better left unsaid. Too much unpleasanty in saying all this. But in the end, everything has its ending, either good or bad. Anyway, my apologies if anyone felt I said anything wrong in there. Move on with life. And be happy for greatness sake. You can say fuck love or what, maybe its fucked maybe its not. But things aren't perfect, just accept it. Life can be miserable but yet meaningful to feel all those in everyone of us.




P.S: Im not trying to emo or whatever, just tryin to be frank about something and happenings that occur around us lately, n thats one of it..huh, wat am i sayin..nite.
Another Ordinary Story at Thursday, August 28, 2008;

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Glancing out at the sea from the sandy shore of my hometown in Malacca, what do I see? The distant horizon so unclear within my eyes, maybe due to the fact that I’m not wearing my glasses. But what I see was a blurry dark blue horizons that seem like its covered in a mist or something and I even thought I saw a huge wave rising and panic struck through my mind thinking its a fucking tsunami attacking us. But wouldn’t it be good to die in such a tragic way? To ease of all the trouble in a dramatic way, where you gain attention by a lot of people that way, is by dying, by having your last breath and words so the they could remember you for the rest of your life. Your words. Back to where I was glancing at the horizon, I can feel the ease and tension fading from my mind as I’m going through a whole lot of shit this days, what shit you wouldn’t get when you are in Form 5 and plus the whole problem you shall go through in a teenage life, shits happen everywhere for you, tend to get emotionally sensitive and all. Well, maybe its only me that experiencing all that. I don’t have a clear mind anymore, I’m always distracted in my own ways or so. It gives me effects that I can’t take it at times. Im at this hour writing this stuff to let go off something in me, just a tiny bit. I just had another argument with someone. I not going to pin point on who’s fault or whoever is it. There’s no point to it as what is done is done. It’s kind off of a heated one until we seem like we got fed up of each other though. I admit that my anger management is bad. I can’t actually move on in anything without ‘the one’, I can’t actually concentrate well in doing anything without ‘the one’, I can’t even live on well without ‘the one’, I really got to admit it. A flash into the past where I had this thought in me, we are not together anymore, anything ‘the one’ do or ‘the one’s life and death got nothing to do with me anymore. What is that? Just another cover-up a wound in the heart? It penetrates easily with salty liquid from my body. Whatever I do, ‘the one’ will just flash into my mind most of the time. Engulfing every other thought in me. Until I know that I will not fight over that anymore, I shall go on and do what I want to do most of all is to love and care for ‘the one’. Im not the best guy around somehow. I don’t give a damn of any competition if there is any. Even the worse of the worse I am, that’s still me to be. Pressure of exams are hard to resist the most where freedom gets clogged up and all u got to do is to just stay put in your own personal lair and read anything you can just to get shits of maths and science into the fucking brain off mine that will always reject and puke out whats coming in. I don’t think I can manage any of those anymore after this. I’m going to retire after this fucking SPM, no more brain storming for any ways to solve a maths question or words to put into a science plain dumb questions. Off to enjoy doing what I want to do most and earning cash! Seeing the plain waves, just washing over my feet to wet my shoes (GREAT!!), the water just comes in and out without any trouble, so trouble free, like the open sea where you can just swim all you want and all you have to worry only is about the sharks or killer whales or naughty dolphins that will pull you to all over the ocean till you are in the ocean of nowhere, then the penguins come surrounding you and annoy you with their zebra-like colours and all. The blue skies that coordinate with the ocean, giving the ocean its blue. A positive bluesy feel around the atmosphere, closing the eye to feel it deep within. I don’t know what will happen the next day, I talked too much I guess just now, I deserved anything hurtful to befall me once again. I’m not an angel in disguise, not an angel too. Long time considered fallen from grace ever since that LOST of mine. Even it’s going to be gone forever, I must try accept the fact theres no more hope anymore. No more.. I shall set myself free like the ocean after all is done and said and the consequences of it.
Another Ordinary Story at Saturday, August 23, 2008;

Friday, August 22, 2008

I came back from malacca with a souvenir given by a maybe-a-beggar (he seems like one) in from A'famosa in some dark room fill with written ancient stones. It contains a Malacca fruit in each pouch. Mine is the black while Barry's one is the pinky sorta colour. We got some trouble in tightening the pouch and making it look in-shape but with patience as what the beggar told us, we did it.
There goes on the first night where my dad's old friends came by due to the invitation of my dad himself. They brought a couple of booze and some tidbits. my dad in the middle where his friend without the specs claim that my dad looks younger now SERIOUSLY. My dad feels the older he is the younger and better he is. What a reverse spell, I wonder if I inheritted that as well.
My own liqour, sum sorta brandy. Do not know what is it but it taste good. And strong to me. Im still too young f0r it.
A'famosa, 1 of the prestige of my hometown, the entrance of it and what a waste they took down so many parts of it and they closed up a tunnel where it is used by the Portuguese few centuries ago as an escape route. Its claimed that the tunnel is closed cause it inhibit a dragon, evil spirits and dunno whatsoever more belief there is. I kinda serious wanna re open that tunnel and check em out myself next time and be the first person to go in and comes out of the tunnel ALIVE.
The last remains of the top section of the fort. Really red and ancient. Nothing much to say about it but, all i can say it looks hollow and not to forget coool. Not my first time though in here.

A window looking section.. speechlesss
A batu bersurat and in english i forgot what is it called, i jus called it with my own word the ancient stone writings..yeah...=,='''.. I wonder if the writing got anything to do wit Mei Shen and Tan K. Siang (some human that I knew with such a name) cause as i felt her name got something to do with some stuff that creates some word out of it. like Mei is May and Shen is like the Shien clan of the times in the war in the B.C times. The Shien clan attack the Tann Clan on a period where they call they May Day war and thats how the month May is form. and bla bla bla.. Its all fiction by the way. By looking at the words, I really wanna know wat it says. The ancient language and words and writings. So mysterious, so meaningful, the words of life in its original form. They can really tell the true fact about human characteristics. Maybe some of the stones tell love stories about how pure and true love is on that time, where there are no meaning betrayal, and disloyal and girls going around being with other guys while they had a mate or guys too the same. I had though read or heard some of those tales, really touching unlike how is it on this 'modern' day where love is just a fucking game of bullshit and lies and injustice.
Another one with a nice symbol. Carved in many centuries ago or it could be from the time of the BC. Well, its really impressive the art of those ancient people, they seem alot more smarter, skillful, noble, civilised, MODERN than any of us humans in this so-called modern and civilised times.
The Malacca port far out where there use to be great battles between lands and seas. The bloody battles, where there are many death scene being held here n there in this area, lost souls roam the entire place where the battle is held and sometimes you can feel the chilly wind as if its calling you or signalling something to you. By the way, if you realise the sea is so far out from here, its in fact the fucking government had somehow claimed part(kinda big) of the sea and made it into a development area, and the nature there is gone and you can see how ridiculous is it the cannon that is suppose to blast out into the open seas actually surrounded by only lands. All they can blast are just trishaws and the pedestrians and tourists and dogs and cats and crows and ant hills and bitches and bastards and whatsoever land creatures.


St. Francis Xavier. I actually dont know who or what he is and what did he contributed all along...hmmm... The Malacca town/city far out from here. The historic city. If i were the new SULTAN, what would i do to make Malacca a better place? I will turn all humans to orcs, elves, gnomes, dwarves, witches, sorcerers, necromancers, and I THE NEW SAURON!!.
............... grassy lands on top of the fort??....
Another ancient stone kept in a dark part of the fort. looks creepy in the dark and maybe there is something guarding it. Do u realise anything unusual in that picture? Tell me if you do..
Barry.... trying to discover what secret it holds?.. screw you Barry.. What are you doing??



Dad and Barry. On the beach. They both look really alike, some people tot them as siblings too. A picture in an deserted island or beach it looks like. Hope a big creature shall appear from behind and carry Barry away and he be the ape man of some unknown area and then there he will learn how to fly and could be the real batman himself
My parents. my dad and mum of coz. They just like the view from there. Looks like taking picture in a deserted island.
Sea-glancer..
Just some random pics I took. Too bored there u know...




Another Ordinary Story at Friday, August 22, 2008;

Monday, August 18, 2008

I saw the moon and got intrigued by it. Remember I had this handphone of mine to take picture of it. Yes, i took the picture of a beautiful bright full moon. The freezing moon on the spot, so elegant, so mind boggling..
Looking at the moon from far looks a round shape star, beautifully reflect the light of the sun, shining above us as though its a bright eye watching over us, guarding us from harm by shining light on the ground penetrating the darkness for us to walk safely and to ward off the dark demons lurking away from the light. Shining light on the people who got lost in their path, showing the true path to their destiny. The moon, a symbol of hope and faith.
The moon is covered up, block by the clouds. Like our mind being distracted and covered by lots of shit. Making things alot harder for us to do, alot harder for us to accomplish what we do, slowing things down. Let the wind blow the clouds away. Shine on the moon once again on our path. Get the problem out of our soul, move on with life as there are alot more unpredictable things awaiting our arrival, a long way more to go. Its a nice picture to me, it seems like nothing but if look in another way or so, its really full of meaning u can make out of it. Hopefully, nothing shall darkaned the my faith on the way forward...
Lastly, muka nerd I, I got it from Yong Jian's blog, the best nerdy picture of me....so death metal..
Another Ordinary Story at Monday, August 18, 2008;


Barry is going for the Yellow House activity in Sri Garden on sunday, so I took the advantage to go with him as well to check it out. I got there to be the only 1 i guess not wearing any T-shirt with the school symbol. We are splited into groups and Im in a group with Terrence, Brenda and Ying Shuang. They do a good babysitter alot more better than I am. We had fun there. Too bad non of us took any pic of our kids.


I had group study with Sean later in pizza hut, we end up talking more than studyin but still I learnt something. Better than nothing.
Another Ordinary Story at Monday, August 18, 2008;



Yes. Thats the Breaking Dawn, the conclusion to the Twilight series, its sad that I had already finished the book once and for all and ONCE AND FOR ALL, no more sequel to it most likely, I really hope there wil be a couple more sequels to it. The story somehow seemed hanged in the end. So many things is still left questioning in my head. Will the Volturi come back with more superpowers, what will happen between Jacob And Renesme after shes grown etc etc??? Im gonna continue that story somehow! My version! I want the Cullens and the Wolves give the the Volturi a supreme bloody hell of a battle to the end. Yea whatever, overall the book is great. There will be a Twilight movie at the end of this year 12 December 2008, but not sure when it will be release in theaters in Malaysia, its gonna be hell alot better than harry potter i hope. Kristen Stewart is starring as Isabella Swan, Robert Pattinson as Edward Cullen.
Another Ordinary Story at Monday, August 18, 2008;

Saturday, August 9, 2008

.her sweetest scent.. says:
bit by bit
..her sweetest scent.. says:
duno y
Irfan the 'Arab' says:
from day one you had to do that
Irfan the 'Arab' says:
be serious la
Irfan the 'Arab' says:
billy
Irfan the 'Arab' says:
i don't wanna drive my mercedez and see you sweep garbage
Irfan the 'Arab' says:
hahah





dam irfan..haha...but also a word of concern..thx alot.
Another Ordinary Story at Saturday, August 09, 2008;

Thursday, August 7, 2008

A'pul dah mati,
selamat hari jadi!
I tipu je, dia masih hidup,
Tengah malas je kat gambar..hehe



BIG BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LOO WAI LOK AND SAIFUL BAHARI aka RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!

They both happen to born on the same day, and once shared almost the same name SaiLok n Waiful..hahah.. jus kidding around,.both of them r sumhow close frens of mine, last year sat wit wai lok, this year sat wit saiful, n both shared the same birth date..hahahaha..Destiny wit ppl on the 7th of august i guess, tat sounds wrong..haha. sorry wai lok, cant find his pic anywhere, and i found a unique pic of saiful only either playing dead, pengsan, or got too much booze in his ass, mysterious pic tat i nvr manage to ask him..LOLX.. and for some trivia, me and saiful tis year sat together, same band in his band as partners guitarist, sat side by side in the exam hall, emo-ing together, eat together, etc etc etc..hahahaha..sooner or later we wil find out in the future, our house are jus side by side together as well..wth!!..ok..wish all the best to both of them.. once again HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

prepare to 'ready to rumble'
Another Ordinary Story at Thursday, August 07, 2008;

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Cheryl's sugar glider.
CHERYL'S SUGAR GLIDER AGAIN...





Monday, 4th August 2008:

That day im suppose to have sejarah and maths tuition but for greater good of luck, theres no sejarah today due to some circumstances that im not really sure about the teacher. Good for me, I shudn have rush myself on that teh ais earlier at a mamak stall nearby, shud have take my time to shake my leg till it drop out. I just done my teh ais when Jocelyn gave me a msg that theres no sejarah, so happy to get a break from studying for an hour. I went back to the centre and found jocelyn studyin her biology, I ask her "Do you regretted for turning down my invitation to the mamak stall for a drink?" she said NO.. Ok, now I ask her go lepak wit me to ampang point, yes, she agreed to it, as we walk down the centre, she being more of a guy and me being more of a girl that is proven clearly wen theres a BLACK DISGUSTIN ROACH at d bottom of the stairs stickin to the wall, i got abit freaked 0ut by it and Jo' was like "YOU SO SCARED OF ROACH, LATER IN THE FUTURE, GOT ROACH UR WIFE CRY OUT U ALSO CRY OUT??", and what am i suppose to say, "IM GONNA JUMP ONTO THE CHAIR!!", Jo' my bro is really brave of not being scared of the roach.hahaha. seriously, I hate roaches worse than girls do i guess..urgh, disgustin being, i duwanna have the urge to kill a living thng except mosquitoes so i a roach must not appear the heaven in front of me anymore especially the big big black 1 that culd fly bout n give sum kind of scent of a detergent, sumthn like tat..eew.grosss..
Well, we went to popular bookstore, and there I was going all excited at the teen novel section bout fantasy and all, we sumhow debated abit on dragonball where i show her my super fire ball(kamehameha)..yea, that serious it gets to.hahaha..spend most of the time in the bookstore, engrossed the sight of the good books its selling. I saw the BREAKING DAWN book newly released on the shelves, honestly to say lookin at the book kinda makes me abit sad, it kinda reminded me bout some 'stuf'..finally also, i bought the book using my own money on such costly book.
I wen to class at 6.30 for maths lesson, while in the progress of doing a work sheet, a fren of mine cheryl took out a lil creatured called the SUGAR GLIDER..i mistakenly said the SUGAR or FLYING BLADDER.. its really a nice n active creature, big eyes and soft body, look at the pic above, cant really have a good shot at it, its too active moving around. Its really ticklish wen it crawls on me.. tats all for tat day..




















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Name: Anti-Hero
Age: 17 and half
Email:silent_grudge@hotmail.com



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