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An all too ordinary story, with aftertaste so bitter
Forced to be someone I don't want to be
I'm losing myself... sinking deeper down
I'm caught in the world wound web

Monday, November 24, 2008

The Self

[01] Real name: Billy Boey Chee Hoong
[02] Nickname : hmm.. Satan, hard gay, billbill, bald, bemo, bilbo, emo (s0 not), etc etc. Called by mostly different friends. Theres still more I guess, I forgot. Dont bother
[03] Married : NO, marrying can be really a huge burden, especially this days girls are so demanding, they just want more and more and more..
[04] Zodiac Sign: Aquarius
[05] Gender: Male
[06] Age: 17 turning 18 in no time..
[07] High school: Just got out of high school. The last one is Sri Garden
[08] College: I dont know, I dont give a fuck about it, I dont think I wanna go on studying like fuck again..
[09] Height: 175+ cm I think, I dont know, never measure for so long. But i feel i didnt grow, I finally stop growing!! THANK YOU GODDESS OF MERCY!!
[10] Weight: 51 to 53kg . Not even sure as well.. something around that amount of MASS
[11] Do you like yourself: errr.. Sometimes..
[12] Piercing: Use to have one. I like piercings. I would like to have it on the lips, then the ears, then the eyebrows..then mayb my nipples?,neh that aint gonna happen, my nipples is too precious to be pierced..
[13] Right or left : Left.. The left side, the left path, the demon hand, hand of evil...hand with the number of the beast..
[14] Are you a freak: Always am...
[15] Hair: Black, brown, gold, white..
[16] Skin: Fairer than snow white, can even scare a ghost away..
[17] Allergic: hmm.. I dont know..
[18] What are you doing now : Listening to music and typing this whatever tag u call it.
[19] What will you do 1 hour later : Studying fucking physics for the last time in my life.
[20] What will you do 10 years later : What I want to do and most likely will do is playing music in my band, practicing and practing. Playing in gigs, working as a hell knows what, at home taking care of my kids.. and you name it..
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: Parents for sure, Im still 17++ bitch!
[22] Siblings(included you): 2
[23] Eldest: ME
[24] Youngest: My younger brother, Barry...
[25] Love/hate your family: Love.. fuck you, what kind of question is this!
[26] You found your another half: NO, what u meant of the other half?

The Love.
[27] If yes, who is he/she: No can tell, its too complicated..
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: Alisha cuthbert, Jessica Alba, Maggie Q, etc etc etc..berlambak gila babi..Just kidding about it. If no, I guess I rather not live or be in a relationship.
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: I lost count.. doesnt mean its alot, I just forgottt
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): Yea, of cause, but not for now..
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): Yea, some.. some are bitches..
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: Yes, alot of things.. Better keep in the treasure box and sealed it from the ears and eyes of the world
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: Making her unhappy is like one of the most fucked moment in my life..but still it goes on and on and on and its already a part of my life..sadnesss..but I dont think it will be that way for long..Hopefully not.. Just trying to be fucking optimistic..
[34] Ever argue with your other half: LOADS OF ZILLION TIMES..
[35] You with your other half since: 29March 2007..But I dont know wether if we are the same as before.. Obviously many things have changed...
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: Im gay, I kissed a guy before.. Im straight u bitch!
[37] Reasons you love your other half: I love her too much and all I could think is being together with her for the rest of my entire bit of my sick mediocre life..
[38] You and your other half in which stage: ............
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: We woo each other indirectly...
[40] Ever think of marry he/her: Yes, of cause. i tend to think really far apart and even start to plan how many kids we are going to have..
41] Your first best friend: Best friends is not the right term because there are no such thing as best friends in my dictionary, I only agree to close and good friend but not best friends. Thats so biased to categorized friends in BEST and UNBEST you know..
[42] Your first enemy: I forgot... I tend to get alot of enemies. not to say enemies. Doesnt seem the right word. Just that i tend to attract people to hate me and dislike the fuck out of me.
[43] The friend you love the most(1 only): No-one
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1 only): Cant recall.
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: My imaginary girl friend..
[46] Your most handsome boy friend: The friend that I always see when I face the mirror. Just joking about it..
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: Flirty, act cute in front of guys, think shes hot and cute, think many guys likes her, always want attention from other guys and alot more. I dont mind them being my friend but not my special one..
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: Think they are gangsters, think they are the smartest, think they are the coolest, likes to show off and boast and alot more..fuck off..
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: Not fall in love, just a fucking tiny crush. Just an old story of mine
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: NOOO
[51] If your friend backstabbing you : Hmmm... Just let it be.. They will get to taste their own medicine someday, u know.. karma..
[52] If your friend betray you: Fuckk off friend..
[53] If your friend woo your lover: Fuck your nose and hands and smelly disgusting fucking breath of her, stay 1000KM from her or I burn your balls and stuff your ass with rotten tomatoes.
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: Oh, thats sweet..
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: I dont know..

The Studies
[56] Are you a good student: Obviously!! NOT!!
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: Yea, always does my homework expect the hard ones. I dont do those on my own, just copy and copy
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Mrs Andrew! The most aggressive, coolest, out going, with every words she can say, funniest teacher ever!
[59] Always late to school/college: Couple of weeks before SPM, yes always late to school. My name is written by the prefects uncountable times.. But im still too good to be punished..
[60] Your class: The last class in high school = 5science2
[61] You love your seniors: Hmm.. a few of them I guess..
[62] Seniors who you love the most: NO-one..
[63] Your classmates good/bad: They are all ok. Just some with some sorta attitude prob..
[64] Excellent result classmate: YI XIN!! BOOM BOOM BOOM!
[65] Laziest classmate: hmm..There are plenty to be named..
[66] Smart people: Don't know who..
[67] Stupid people: Maybe me..
[68] Good looking people: hmmm?. NO?
[69] Ugly people: Too many.. Like Im so good looking right now..=,=''
[70] Funny people: SEAN NG!!
[71] Cute people: ehem.. kittens and puppies..
[72] Bad people: LOADS..
[73] Honest people: No, even the most honest humans are dishonest too..
[74] Acting people: WAT D FUCK IS THAT!!??
[75] You are what kind of people: Mediocre heavy metal, guitars lover?..
[76] Lip or eyes: BOTH!
[77] Hugs or kisses: BOTH!
[78] Shorter or taller: I want to be shorter. I dislike being so called real tall..
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: Depends on the situation..
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: BOTH! WHAT ELSE...
[81] Listener or Talker: Both again...
[82] Romantic or rich: Romantic is way cooler..
[83] Good wife or good mother: BOTH ONCE AGAIN..=,=''
[84] Age to get marry: 27 to 30
[85] Numbers of kid(s): I want to have 3, 2 boy and a girl.
[86] Career: I want to be a successful guitarist in a band or my band. Sound like a teenage immature dream rite? But Im FUCKING SERIOUS!! I already made up my mind..
[87] Salary: I dont know. As much as possible..
[88] Retirement age: Billy will never retire...
[89] Properties value: hmm.. traditional old school 1cent?
[90] Wishes: I want everything that I wish for and I WANT!!
Another Ordinary Story at Monday, November 24, 2008;

Friday, November 21, 2008

Dear Mr Grim Reaper,





As you can see from above or below, that I am going to sit for my 2 final major papers on the following monday and tuesday. Look, the problem is as time flies by without me noticing, I starting to feel very very very not in the mood to study anymore. Distraction? Not much though, Im just thinkin much of what I am for sure going to do after the examination. But I don't think thats a big problem to think about it. Anyhow, back to where Im suppose to stay and continue the main topic, I CAN'T FUCKIN STUDY!! In the progress of studying, I will just have a peep on my pc and there I was sitting on the chair in front of my pc, movements faster than any humans with teleportation powers. The first thing to do is on my favourite metal music (YEAAA!!) and there my feelings is devoid of studying. Then I will just fucking browse around as if my exams are all over. While doing this I enjoy it and at the same time, grimace takes shape on my face. I was like WTF AM I DOING HERE!! GET BACK TO THE BOOKS!! then another part of me will be like NEH, ITS JUST PHYSIC AND BIOLOGY, WHAT COULD GET WORSE, I WILL BE HERE FOR LITTLE TINY BIT WHILE MORE. After I am satisfied over what Im doing, I will go back to the books but thats not the end of it. I will caressed my phone and my hair. And then will think of me having long hairs and headbanging with the guitar and all my melody will just come into my mind and I will be like LETS GET SOME METAL FIRST. first!! what the fuck am I thinkin, its already the second time. then I will like JUST AWHILE MORE DOESN HARM. dam, I followed that words of mine.. And it just keeeps going on and on and on and on. Mr Grim, I wish the SPM will be over as quick as possible. Wish me luck and after that I will join you in reaping human's life off their FUCKIN GUTS!!.. Damn.. wat the fuck am i doing here, I ain't suppose to blog shit! IM SUPPOSE TO STUDY!!!!!! URGHH!! NO MOOD....
Another Ordinary Story at Friday, November 21, 2008;

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Hee Hee Hee Hee sent 11/18/2008 11:02 PM:
those who r... frenly but scared of me.. don't really talk to me
Hee Hee Hee Hee sent 11/18/2008 11:03 PM:
there r 2 other gangs in my class
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
1 more... he kena ejek that he likes me but luckily he's not brave enough to tell me that himself
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
1 more guy... scared to talk to me
Hee Hee Hee Hee sent 11/18/2008 11:03 PM:
1 is... 4 guys.. 1 tries to talk to me sometimes.. so not so bad
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
1 more... can speak better eng but don't talk to me
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
another gang...
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
3 guys.... 1 really can't speak eng so can only wave... 1 makes me feel ignored all the time.. he's the type who likes to joke & talk a lot of crap but he'll call the names of the others & joke bout them but he won't do that to me.. he's the 1 that makes me feel left out...1 more guy... he used to kacau me & talk last time but now nvr at all... not even hi & bye
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
2 girls... 1 girl frenly 1 & out of all of them i like her the most... another girl... used to be frenly in 1st year 1st sem but now not edi.. dunno what happened to her
..I, Lucifer is STARTIN A NEW BEGINNING..:..u call this love? says:
wow
..I, Lucifer is STARTIN A NEW BEGINNING..:..u call this love? says:
ur college seem to hav a sum kind of
..I, Lucifer is STARTIN A NEW BEGINNING..:..u call this love? says:
i mean
..I, Lucifer is STARTIN A NEW BEGINNING..:..u call this love? says:
like a clan instituion
..I, Lucifer is STARTIN A NEW BEGINNING..:..u call this love? says:
hahaha
..I, Lucifer is STARTIN A NEW BEGINNING..:..u call this love? says:
institution*
Hee Hee Hee Hee sent 11/18/2008 11:10 PM:
1 last guy... the whole course (except me.. for me it's neutral) hates him
Hee Hee Hee Hee sent 11/18/2008 11:10 PM:
he's actually ok.. for me
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
but they say he's perverted.. always using his elbow to touch other ppl's boobs
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
& etc
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
but i nvr kena any of the things they say
Hee Hee Hee Hee sent 11/18/2008 11:09 PM:
1 more guy... also talks to me sometimes & his eng is quite ok.. but still.. not close w him
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
so whenever they kutuk bout him i can't join in
Hee Hee Hee Hee sent 11/18/2008 11:10 PM:
but dunno why
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
2nd class... all of them stick together all the time, so impossible to join them
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
anyway.. the only way u can be close w them is to be a guy & like to play dota
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
3rd class.. for those jump to 2nd year from stpm.. actually only 1 girl
..I, Lucifer is STARTIN A NEW BEGINNING..:..u call this love? says:
hmmm
..I, Lucifer is STARTIN A NEW BEGINNING..:..u call this love? says:
wow..
..I, Lucifer is STARTIN A NEW BEGINNING..:..u call this love? says:
so specific u mention out bout them

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hmmm

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wow..

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so specific u mention out bout them

Hee Hee Hee Hee sent 11/18/2008 11:14 PM:
so only if the other 1 talks a lot then only i can talk
Hee Hee Hee Hee sent 11/18/2008 11:14 PM:
but she's also shy
Hee Hee Hee Hee sent 11/18/2008 11:14 PM:
so it's a lil hard
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
the girl w me... just call her ms perasan or bdk perasan
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
that's what i call her when i complain to 1 girl who used to be in the same course
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
the 1 used to be in the same course also doesn't like her
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
& according to her.. the whole course only has 2 feelings towards bdk perasan
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
dislike & neutral
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
no1 likes her
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
coz.. 1 thing bout her is...
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
she talks to new ppl easily
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
but..
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
99% of the time.. what she says will be insulting/offending
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
umm.. i can't remember what she said
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
usually she'll say something & laugh like she's joking
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
but what she says is either insulting/offending
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
& coz not many will show a pissed off look to her
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
most will t'rasa but laugh politely to layan her
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
she thinks every1 enjoys her company
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
but those that do the pissed off look... she don't like them
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
like... the indian girl from the other course... premma
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
actually kenal since last year but nvr talk
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
only talk since a few months ago
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
now... when got class together she & her fren (also kenal & talk to her.. but not close) will sit next to us
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
usually its..
her fren premma me bdk perasan empty space projector
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
so... when premma & kar ming (her fren) comes in for class
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
we'll say hi
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then bdk perasan will try to do her usual 'socialising'
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
BUT... premma always gives her a pissed off look
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
& then bdk perasan will stop
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then.. a few times... premma & i will be talking.. then bdk perasan will suddenly say in canton 'eh.. why r u talking bout me'
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
actually we r not talking bout her at all...
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then i'll tell premma that bdk perasan asked why r we talking bout her
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then premma will be like 'don't be so perasan la.. no1's talking to u'
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
& do a type of face
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
& bdk perasan .. either she try to do lawak bodoh that doesn't work or she keeps quiet
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
but sometimes... after this happens... when we continue talking & then laughing... bdk perasan will glare at me
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
i asked her before 'why r u looking at me' but she didn't say anything
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then keep glaring ltr
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
umm.. waht else ah
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
yeah.. she treats the girl gaduh edi like dirt last time
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
always ask her to carry her folder (really really heavy..) & then the girl will need to carry her own heavy folder PLUS bdk perasan punya
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
& sometimes her bottle also
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then... during break time... always sit down in an empty class
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
& rest her head on the table
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
& ask the girl to massage her
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
til it's time to go for the next class
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then the girl has to stand & keep massaging
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then.. once... during eng class
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
she lie down on a few chairs & ask the girl to cut her toe nails
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
all of a sudden... i can't think of everything
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
coz everytime i call sho then i'll tell what happened during the time that nvr call her
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
every mon.. she'll ask me 'so where r we going this wed'
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then i'll say dunno.. most probably not going out coz malas la
..I, Lucifer is STARTIN A NEW BEGINNING..:..u call this love? says:
wow..can i post all of tis in my blog??
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
the 1st few weeks.. purposely go out & come back late so she'll spend less time in my house
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
but now.. malas
..I, Lucifer is STARTIN A NEW BEGINNING..:..u call this love? says:
d whole convo!.
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
ALL??... ur post will be damn long
..I, Lucifer is STARTIN A NEW BEGINNING..:..u call this love? says:
ur story best, nvr ending
..I, Lucifer is STARTIN A NEW BEGINNING..:..u call this love? says:
lol
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
but go ahead la
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
yeah.. really nvr ending
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
that's why i kesian those that i complain to
..I, Lucifer is STARTIN A NEW BEGINNING..:..u call this love? says:
haha..


Ok. Huey Yin, an old friend of mine, the worlds top complainer. And that explains why from the msg she send. Feels like deja vu. Same old her who tells story of her life. I was somehow blogging and listening to music and browsing the site and she kept on sending and sending. And later WWE Raw starts and I left the computer to catch this weeks Raw. While I was sitting down and lying down in my living room, activities is still continously moving on in my room. She is still typing and typing and sending in complains and complains and never ending complains. She can go on and on and on and on and on. Last few years when we are in the same school, she complains about some people in her class(form5) and I was form 3 that time. I had never met such a great complaining story. I can actually collet back all those and placed it into a book called HUEY YINS BOOK OF COMPLAINS and moreover into like a few volumes it could fit. Its been very long since we kept in touch and each time we kept in touch there she goes with her super massive complains..hahahaha..some it quite interesting to read. some of it I will be like URGGHHHH +.+ WHEN ISIT GONNA END(feeling drowsy)?. Ok. An update now. heres another complain while Im typing all above out.. here goes:


Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
OH YEAH
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
another thing really annoys me
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
like.. when walking in a complex or what
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
suddenly she'll molest my butt
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
not just like touch then enough
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
like.. hers is like... she must put her hand there then move around
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
i'll say 'oi'
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
last time.. nanthini used to whack ppl's butts
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
but this 1... lagi teruk
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then.. this 1..
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
belakang, depan pun kena
..I, Lucifer is STARTIN A NEW BEGINNING..:..u call this love? says:
+.+..urghhhhhh
..I, Lucifer is STARTIN A NEW BEGINNING..:..u call this love? says:
gila pintaiiiiiii
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
she always says... 'molest u'
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
she knows the meaning of molest
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
but... other simple eng words.. x tau
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
like that day..
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
she asked whether wanna share a donut
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then i'm like ok la.. but don't choose those too sweet 1
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then she bought 1 (i purposely nvr offer to pay coz she owes me alot edi.. every wed... makan banyak giler for dinner.. then lunch my mom pays sometimes)
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then.. split into half
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then.. i was saying.. another flavour is very sweet
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
til wanna vomit
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then she said 'no la.. muntah la'
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then i'm like,, 'muntah & vomit is the same la'
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then she.. 'aiyah.. next time u must tell the meaning mah'
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then i'm... =.='
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
coz i edi said 'vomit' many many times to her
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then everytime she's like faham what i say
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
mana i tau she doesn't know


Look how much my words compare to hers. Shes super goddess like in complaining. AHAH..overall her complains always turn out into a nice story to read. As if its a scandal article or something..hahahaha..she still can go on and on and on and on and on..
Another Ordinary Story at Tuesday, November 18, 2008;


Our study group last monday, the day before add maths and moral. HAHAH. Studying add maths was really fun that day. Gosh, how sarcastic I can be. And today add maths was fun as well, fuckin easy!.HAHAHA..That would be in my dreams I took add maths as my subject in SPM also known as Sijil Pembawa Maut. It was just the five of us, Billy the emo guardian, Saiful the emo pedang, Sean the emo gay princess, Irfan the emo king, Danang the HAPPIEST of them all. HAHA. we weren't emo that day, all of us was happily having fun studying shits. They claimed I brought the emo sickness once I entered the school. HAHA. Irfan so called the new victim of it. Actually until now, I really got no freaking idea how come Im considered the emo kid ever since I got into the school. I feel abit eccentric about it. HAHAHAHA. Please do look at the closely at the picture, and look at the paper Irfan is showing off. HE'S WITH ARMEEN with the arrow pointed to danang! theres a drawing of cock and balls there as well. BREAKING NEWS!!AAAAAAH!! haha. Well. Sorry all if I did anything wrong before and any wrong that may come in the future. Good luck in the future and wish more laughters to come!!
HAHAHAHAH.. The boy in the picture is called Sean Ng aka Princess aka Puteri Gunung Sean aka Puteri Sean Li Po aka Duhai Pentaf-Sean aka Pantun Sean Kerat aka etc etc etc etc etc..too MUCH cool names for based on the bahasa Melayu and English literature components. He is devoid of many unpleasant feelings and temper after he got used to the names we called him. Seriously, Sean is like one of the most famous guy in my class right now. He makes all of us laugh. Sean, if you are reading this, you should be proud of manage to make your friends laugh like crazy. So its like one of the study group session held last monday, and wherever Sean goes, theres laughter blasting itself into mid-air. We were said to have laugh until it is heard at the 1st level of the library. While studying, we reminisce on some funny happenings and serious ones that turn into laughter in the present day. Sean was once thought as a gay because we misunderstood him for liking Saiful. The infamous BIO lab incident where he came and ehem Saiful suddenly from behind. It traumatized Saiful and he felt really harrassed. HAHAHAHA.. and Saiful start to replay back the incident. It was fucking funny. We soon found out he aint gay, he started to have choices between a cock and a pussy after we found who he likes.hahahaha..HE IS TOTALLY STRAIGHT. we called him gay now just for fun. No hard feelings. We stopped and its we take turns on each other to tease about. Next was me after Sean, its just about me expressing great lament after getting dump this year. Nothing much about it then we just got back to Sean again.HAHAHA.. This time every word he speaks made us laugh, his signature "ENOUGH LA" and his demeanour that resembles a ninja when he is walking and running as if on a mission on assassinating some bitch..HAHAHAHA.. HAHA, Sean is a nice friend, and a good one indeed though. We wont be talking like that if we don't treat you like a really close one of us. We love you Sean.HAHAHAHA

Another Ordinary Story at Tuesday, November 18, 2008;

Monday, November 17, 2008

5 MORE FUCK-ER-DEE FUCK-EE-DEE SUBJECT TO GOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! WHY DO THE TIME SEEM TO PAST SO UNBELIEVABLY SLOW COMPARE TO THE TIME WHEN IM HOPING FOR SPM NOT TO COME.....QUICKKKKKKKK BITCHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
Another Ordinary Story at Monday, November 17, 2008;

Saturday, November 15, 2008

A group picture after school in BAM. Sureen (is that how its spelled) looks funnnnny.HAHA
The eminence statues of BAM??.. 2 crazy lil ones, RACHEL, ANGELA

HAHA..try looking in Rachael eyes, the girl on the left beside Rachel that has her hand on the devil's shoulder.


The place where we once sat there, gazing out into nowhere, where we tell each other the loveliest stuff. Holding on to each other. This place always makes me reminisce about the TIMES. When everything was just totally sweet without a word of bitter.



5sc2...... the last class of high school I will ever be in.. So long mr.classroom..........
Time past so fast, Cant believe my soul that Im already leaving all of them. Thats awesomely sadddd.. Based on the pic on the top, they are like one of the best juniors to be with personally. I can kind off tell who are the earliest I met in there. Well. Let me start of with the girl in yellow in the 1st picture. Yes, thats Brenda. Everyone knows shes cute, so I don't have to describe her specifically. I seen her as a really really lil girl, as in a very lil girl like in early primary when shes standard 6, and now she still looks almost the same to me but her mind is really surprisingly matured for her age to me. I knew her when shes standard 6 and Im only form 3, we tried recalling the times before on how we knew each other. And non of us figure out how we actually knew each other and started talking. But we all just think it's through Barry, but i feel there is some other way more specific than that. haha. I just remember seeing her when I came into the school last year and I recognise her, then we talk bla bla bla till now. Austin is another 1 that I knew quite early when I was form 3 but we hadnt really talk though. I just know him and his name. A nice guy he is for sure. Angela I remember seeing her when shes standard 6 as well. I use to think she was a really super hyper barbie doll girl. Why barbie doll?..I dont even get it why Im sayin that myself. But thanks to that I guess, she became really sporting and really really good in teasing me (I guess since she seen my terrible chemistry marks..LOL)..
The rest I knew them when I just got into the school. Just 2 years only, whats the big deal people can say. But not to me. Its freaking big!.
I knew Rachel last year cause Barry was in the same class with her?..Dam I cant really remember, or isit cause I always stayback and so happen she and her friends too??.The clearest thing I remembered is me helping her completing her sejarah project when I was staying back. isit sejarah??. Guess so.. hahaha.. Then we started talking, and talking and stuff and stuff..Theres a time where she told me by mistake that she wans to be my sister in law and I was like WAT DA!!!!..haha.not bad also sister in law like her.. Inspite her sometimes insane personality, she can give really good advice, and I will be like WOW Y DIDNT I THOUGHT OF THAT. Thanks alot.. Shes a really nice girl. But too bad our age distant is kinda far for us to stay in the same school longer. And I guess she likes me jokes.HAHA. Yeap, I am leaving, promise ya I will be back. Still owe you a drink. Another rachel i knew, this time with a slight changes in her name its RACHAEL. With an A in the middle. I knew her and her sister toooooo. HAHA. Shes a funny one, and also a NICE one..also I knew through Barry, haha..always see her staying back long like me on fridays last year and some this year. Shes really sweet though especially on last thursday and her eyes go red, thats really sweet, you love your friends alot. Thk u for donating the big amount choco and sweets btw.=)). Gene..hahaha..I don't really know you that well but still I work out really well though. Good things always happens near the end eh. haha..I will always remember the mandarin sentence you thought me WO PU HUI TING.. cause of that, I kept using it around when my friends are speaking mandarin. WO PU HUI TING AH!!..HAHa..thk u teacher Gene for teaching me such wonderful essential sentence!. Shes really nice as well!! Living the nearest to me, in AMPANG..ampang rulzzzzz..LOL.. Sureen and Fatimah. So sorry didn't knew them that well. Eventhough I may be saying each and everyone is nice. well I mean you know. Both of you are nice!!..haha..wait, sureeen, is a great porn king, we two can really make a good team. keep it up bro, its your turn to take over my legacy!HOHO..
It was the last day of school yesterday, was a nice day full of bliss and joy yet emotional. Im gonna stop her for now before I wet the whole keypads..Think Im jokin? mayb I am..LOL!!.. Im gonna miss everyone..

IT MAKES ME SMILE WIDE AFTER SEEING THOSE PICTURES.


Another Ordinary Story at Saturday, November 15, 2008;

Thursday, November 6, 2008

This is a japanese restaurant in great eastern mall by the name of DAIDOMON. Japanese people are said to be very highly perverted populated and stuff but no offence, Im just saying out of what I heard and realise myself. Still cant judge too much about it though. The logo of the restaurant resembles the a penis with two little testicles (eventhough it may meant other more slightly decent meaning behind it but still I dont get it why is the logo like that especially in this countries where humans tend to think more to the dirtier side). Imagine going into the restaurant and the main course specialty is the penis and the testicles of all living things.. that is soooo metal...
Another Ordinary Story at Thursday, November 06, 2008;


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