Embody My Oblivion

RAMBLINGS

An all too ordinary story, with aftertaste so bitter
Forced to be someone I don't want to be
I'm losing myself... sinking deeper down
I'm caught in the world wound web

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Mei Ji - MiMi.. She/he is reading a book entitled *I duno what the fuck*..ta daaa.

I like this pic. That guy in black has blurry face, filled with obscurity. GHOST!

Thanks to Ellise eeee, he turn into a look alike eyeballess monster, same like her. She infected him. Now his eye sockets is gonna get screwed with bawang!

2 psycho-sexual maniac with the horniest book you can ever find in Popular.

This is book is really orgasmic, about dirty stimulating games in a group!! GROUPIES ORGIES!! Its only rm60.00 buy it or be dead! The naughtiest book in Popular published by a sex goddess or something.

Can you see the hair???..

Slippers vs Shoe

No shorts, no underpants. Its all beneath the remains of the bulu.

+.+.. Dont know what to say bout it..

Elle EEEE! Memang pro camwhore, ni perlu kena sepak! WAT TURFF

Dwayne - Didi Dudu Dandut! Always the biggest boy off them all!! See he is wearing his uniform with the school badge there. He is helping the school gaining fame with his selekeh style. Make the school proud bro! SELEKEH FOREVER!

Thats when Billy was lepaking with his junior ex schoolmate from smkhulu kelang.. ITS d most highest amount of pictures taken in just 1 outing for him. WORLD RECORD!

Another Ordinary Story at Wednesday, February 25, 2009;

Monday, February 23, 2009

Vijae, a good friend of mine. Told me something that somehow I do not know what to feel about it. I do not know if I should take that as an orthodoxy or not that heavy metal music shortens human lifespan. He told me that he read an article and watched a documentary about it where they experiment heavy metal music with a plant and on the other plant experimented it with classical music. The plant with heavy metal died within a week and the one with classical music bloomed with flying pollens and colours. Heavy metal is still somehow of great pivotal to me despite the fact I heard about this news. And since I had been listening to it everyday, almost everytime since years and years back. Am i going to meet my judgment by tomorrow, the day after, or what? Maybe anytime now? I could just drop dead on my keyboard with eyes wide open staring out of the window. Just waiting and waiting for my time to come, anytime they wanna come to take me away. Come and in a courtesy drop by to say HI.

Another Ordinary Story at Monday, February 23, 2009;

Monday, February 16, 2009

666. The number of the almighty evil of all evil. The evil that men do, the satan who live in everyone of us. Unleashed itself from our inner soul through our doings of foul deeds. I have seen alot of 6 this days. One of it, is my birthday cake. My dad got only 3 large candles on the cake that represents the number 18. Each candles represent the number 6. The sum of all the three 6 is 18. My dad did that on purpose. I really appreciate that a lot. My Parkway drive ticket had the number 6. Someone special whom I love very much date of birth falls on the 6th month of the western calender. Im 18 this year so its the sum of three 6 =.=''.. I have been seeing 666 or the number 6 alot. I do hope its a prophecy or something (mind my wild imaginations), maybe its a sign to tell that 666 is coming to town?. If not I would have been a waste to be seeing so many sixes. 666 the number the of the beast. The beautifully crafted foul beast, that everyone fear off deep inside them, even me myself. Every single lil foul deeds, shows that we are the satan. So do accept yourself as the devil and the angel, cause non of you are angels. Fuck yeah!

Another Ordinary Story at Monday, February 16, 2009;

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Rules: Copy to your own note, erase my answers, and enter yours. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real. . .nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name: Billy
2. A four Letter Word: Bust
3. A boy's Name: Boey
4. A girl's Name: Brenda
5. An occupation: Black metallist..
6. A color: Black
7. Something you wear: Black, almost all black
8. A food: Babi
9. Something found in the bathroom: Brush to brush my backside.
10. A place: Balik kampung
11. A reason for being late : Banging my wife for far too long
12. Something you shout: Bogemak punya cibai pantat mak engkau!!
13. A movie title: Back to the future?
14. Something you drink: Brandy campur Broccoli
15. A band: Bonded by blood ( Fuck yeah!!)
16. An animal: Baba black sheep
17. A street name: Bloody fucking street
18. A type of car: Boob-dozer
19. A song title: Black seeds on virgin soil
20. A verb: Bastard of humanity and christ..

What a way of releasing tension through doing random tags with pure vulgaritic nonsense. Thats the way man..

Another Ordinary Story at Sunday, February 15, 2009;

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Yesterday when back to former school to meet up wit 'member-member'.. and also a farewell to Hanifah (the guy in red shirt) who is leaving to terengganu today. We walked all the way from sri garden to pavilion just to eat lunch there..an all new walking experience.. In the second picture, we caught a pontianak in the picture behind us.

P.S: I saw her..

Another Ordinary Story at Saturday, February 14, 2009;

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

SATAN.....

Another Ordinary Story at Tuesday, February 10, 2009;

Monday, February 9, 2009

8th february 2009. Parkway Drive bestow upon us. Me, Barry, Yusof and Harith went for the parkway drive gig on that date. We are the first to arrive and 1 of the earliest to get the 1 of the 300 entrance tickets. And as shown above is my ticket that is with the number 0006. Again the number 6. Part of the number of the beast. Its Barry and Yusof can consider first hardcore metal gig. I went to the gig just to bring Barry to that gig, to atone for all the minutes and hours he spend on maple and being at home doing nothing much than staying in front of the pc. And the rm45 for him is worth it after all. We came and waited for the first band to perform that is Dead Eyes Glow. Then so on and on, after the fourth band that is a death metal/deathcore band Incarnation, we went for our break to rest our ears and legs and to get some fresh air due to the humidity and the stench of sweat in the mini hall. When its Parkway Drive to perform, I felt nauseas due to the thirst, heat, sweat, and lack of oxygen in there as there are more kids coming in and cramming in on us. I went out.. I missed some of it but it doesn matter alot. Barry and Yusof is still inside, and they are enjoying it and surviving it. Proud of those little fellas. After Parkway Drive's encore song. We went home after shaking hands and saying farewell to some people we knew there. Barry enjoyed his day alot, and now..erm..He is turning into a more extreme hardcore metal kid..=,=''.. He told me he will be going for the Misery Signals (another hardcore metal band) gig soon on 29March in MCPA hall even if its without me. Not bad for his first aggressive gig, at least he is changing into a better person. I wont be going as I have National service and not really a fan of that band. I want more pure Thrash/Death/Black!!!!!

Another Ordinary Story at Monday, February 09, 2009;

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Kreator, one of the top 3 of the best teutonic thrash metal of Germany!! FUCKING HEAVY!! na na na na na na na....

Another Ordinary Story at Sunday, February 08, 2009;

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Your view on yourself: I guess its true

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: Most probably true..

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship: VERY TRUE!

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love: True??

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education: YES , TRUE!

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you: TRUE!

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success: TRUE!

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of: QUITE TRUE

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self: Probably true, i guess.

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Another Ordinary Story at Tuesday, February 03, 2009;