Embody My Oblivion

RAMBLINGS

An all too ordinary story, with aftertaste so bitter
Forced to be someone I don't want to be
I'm losing myself... sinking deeper down
I'm caught in the world wound web

Sunday, September 28, 2008

The Human Abstract. One of my personal favourite neo-classical metal band with some mixture of metalcore and stuff. I personally prefer their previous album called Nocturne than the Midheavens. Nocturne give out more energy and have impressive guitar solos in it. And most of the vocals are distorted. In their latest recently released Midheaven, its an epic album with a story of a journey of man. It is softer and had more melancholic feel to it with songs that contain elements of desolation and despair.. But the guitar works still never fail to impressed any human beings out there.

Another Ordinary Story at Sunday, September 28, 2008;

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Bleeding through is a deathcore band, a kinda aggressive deathcore band that plays brutally and plus their songs are mostly about love in their The Truth album and This is love, This is Murderous album. Honestly, their lyrics do tell a lot similraties in what Im going through before or maybe now somehow.. here are some part of it..how much fucking love can they tell about..

The Truth:

2. Confession
.....Today I hate myself. Look what I've done to you.See what you've done to me. You sent me straight to hell.Now is this confession pointless. Was my love entirely useless?She'll never know because I'm face down in the ground.Underground. Face down underground. Tonight I killed myself... Was her love completely truth-less?She dosn't care even now that I'm gone.That night you left. The night I died.The air was cold set for a brilliant suicide.That night was still. The night you left wasThe Night I Died..

P.S: To me is THE DAY YOU LEFT, IS THE DAY I DIED.

3. Love in slow motion
......I will always feel. And I will always care. I wish she was my enemy. But I'm still waiting here for her to hold my hand .For her to steal my breath. For her to pick up the pieces of promises never kept. She moves in slow motion.Sonically as the rain.... And her love moves slowly. This time now I'm dying for you to call my name .I'm waiting. Still Fading. So tell me I'm not alone. I'm still waiting. I'm still fighting..

P.S: Yes, Im still waiting but how long more can I wait, can it possible be forever? Im alone but do tel me Im not alone. Im always fading yet Im still fighting my tormentor of this feeling.

7. Line in the sand
.......This is everything I wanted to tell you,That I'm still in love with everything about you. And I feel the wreckage from everything you do,And I'm tired of still waiting... If I told you the truth now would you still leave and take my heart?And I still feel ugly but you're ugly just like me. If I showed you the truth now would you still leave?Will you ever change?But I still feel empty.Will I always lose this game?........This is everything I wanted to show you,I'm no longer scared of anything about you. I live through the damage of the heart you took from me. And I'm tired of still wanting....

P.S: I wanted to tell you that Im still in love with everything about you. I felt the huge wreckage you gave me. I told you everything but you would still leave with my heart scarred, i feel like crap. Will you ever change your thoughts on me?.. I had lived through the damage so far from the day you left me. But Im still waiting, not tired for now.. Still waiting always..

9. Tragedy of empty streets
..........I tried to be what you wanted me to be, and I'm sorry that I can never be perfect for you, but every time I look in the mirror I see your eyes starring back at me and I don't want it anymore.Now buildings are starting to fall, bricks beginning to break.Your steps are leaving cracks in the sidewalks leaving trials of empty streets.You're pulling teeth, ripping flesh so you can lick the blood from your fingers, so brake these bones; taste my skin, let my death sing the end of it.So you can do no more damage, so you collect no more trophies.I hope your fucking happy.

P.S: I had tried to be what you wanted me to be, but Im never perfect in your eyes cause it doesnt reach the perfection you ever wanted. I am too a human being with my own goals but yet with that goals I will never neglect you, you should have known. My apology alot to you that I can never be perfect in your eyes, for you. I always see your eyes staring back at me, leaving cracks in my heart from the time I had the best with you till the end of it, but I never wanted it to end. Take my heart away, battered it to pieces, the hurt that I felt is so much unbearable than anyone thought. Anyway, I hope your happy..always..

Bleeding through do have sweet love lyrics. Aren't they just so touching and sweet..

Another Ordinary Story at Thursday, September 25, 2008;

Monday, September 22, 2008

2 years been studying in pure science stream, not so pure now due to the dropping of the hell fuck up hard as harden coagulated shit add maths. I had beend failing those 3 science subject for the past 2 years and yes I knew people is gonna wonder why the fuckin hell I am in this stream. I was inexperienced of all this at first, now its too late to change. But still i have the capability of at least passing it. Must try the brain fluid out of me to get some passes out. I just ended the 3 science subject in my current trial exam and I fucked up almost all of it. I wonder how humans can manage to get an A or A1 out of it. Its total sheer purgatory to study and master every single thing in it. Anyhow, Im glad the studying is gonna be over afta like 2months or sumthn. I cant wait for my freedon to arrive. To roam around free in the city of KL, or Malaysia, or The WHOLE CONTINENT N THE WORLD!! I can be considered as a gallant spm warrior attempting on subject that has 99% chances of failing in it.. no fear the equation..=,=''..

I just found out the band I Killed The Prom Queen has been disbanded after their last album in 2006 called Music For The Recently Deceased. WHY!!!!!???!!

Another Ordinary Story at Monday, September 22, 2008;

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Time to move to the left side of redemption..

It reminds me of a story I told to someone before, I dunno how the story came up to my mind tat time. An inpromtu story, but turn out to be somehow meaningful in my own head.

"One day, a callow young man, fresh 18 year old, is walking on a path to search for the goals he is aiming. To obtain it and grasp it firm in his hands. But things arent easy for him, as he walk so long on the same path to where he is heading and finally came to a stop. There, he was greeted by 2 separate path, divisible path to where he shall go and lead. The path on the right is a bright path glowing with the shimmers of the perspiration on the leaves, a view of peace and harmony from where he stands. On the other side, that is the one and only left side. A dark road with dead surroundings, carcasses decaying on the road side, bald trees, burned trees, dead grey leaves, grey skies shedding the land barring off the sunlight to shine down to give way for travellers, making it hard to proceed on. It runs into his head through the sight of despair he witnesses. Blood pumps faster, heart beats abnormally fast, his wind pipe being asphyxiated. Over there the sign reads "Theres no turning back for each path you choose".. He chooses to move on to the left path. The path that shows sign of despair and suffering..."

He chooses to go to that path because it is where he is heading to. The goal he wants to achieve. Making use off who he is, and what he wants and not being influence by sights and hears of others. Looks can be deceiving, as the bright road shows peace and harmony but what lays ahead is yet to be known, it could somehow be a trick to instant happiness but end up with a huge price to pay. The dark path shows who he really is, what he really wants, what he really want to achieve. Eventhough it may not be a very pleasant path in the beginning with so much of obstruction and obstacles to go through, yet in the end he will gain alot of experience through his unblessing days of torment and end up to be a very noble yet virtuous man even if he cant gain the wealth that is expected. What counts most is the personality of him. In the dark path, we might find a light at the end of the path brighter than a thousand suns. If not said the light to be found but to be created himself instead thrpugh all the hardship he shall go through, is what he chooses, the future he chooses, who he really is and having himself being ignorant to the words of others who tried hard to persuade him. A headstrong person he is. The path he chooses is his true path, his true destiny in his own soul. Hardship builds a virtuous person. Pride comes before a fall. Lust and temptation the road to suffering.

Another Ordinary Story at Saturday, September 20, 2008;

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

The 32 Signs of the Great Man (Gautama Buddha)

1. He has feet with a level sole (Pali: supati thapado). Note: "feet with level tread,/ so that he places his foot evenly on the ground,/ lifts it evenly,/ and touches the ground evenly with the entire sole." (Lakkhana Sutta)

2. He has the mark of a thousand-spoked wheel on the soles of his feet (Pali: he thapadatalesu cakkani jatani).

3. He has projecting heels (Pali: ayatapa ni).

4. He has long fingers and toes (Pali: digha nguli).

5. His hands and feet are soft-skinned (Pali: mudutalahathapado).

6. He has netlike lines on palms and soles (Pali: jalahathapado).

7. He has high raised ankles (Pali: ussa nkhapado).

8. He has taut calf muscles like an antelope (Pali: e nimigasadisaja ngho).

9. He can touch his knees with the palms of his hands without bending. (Pali: thitako va anonamanto).

10. His sexual organs are concealed in a sheath (Pali: kosohitavatguyho).

11. His skin is the color of gold (Pali: suva n nava no). "His body is more beautiful than all the gods." (Lakkhana sutta)

12. His skin is so fine that no dust can attach to it (Pali: sukhumacchavi).

13. His body hair are separate with one hair per pore (Pali: ekekalomo).

14. His body hair are blue-black, the color of collyrium, and curls clockwise in rings. (Pali: uddhagalomo).

15. He has an upright stance like that of brahma (Pali: brahmujugatto).

16. He has the seven convexities of the flesh (Pali: satusado). Note: "the seven convex surfaces,/ on both hands, both feet, both shoulders, and his trunk." (Lakkhana Sutta)

17. He has an immense torso, like that of a lion (Pali: sihapuba dhakayo).

18. The furrow between his shoulders is filled in (Pali: pitantara mso).

19. The distance from hand-to-hand and head-to-toe is equal (Pali: nigrodhaparima n dalo). Note: incidentally, these are also the ideal proportions according to Leonardo Da Vinci’s Vitruvian Man.

20. He has a round and smooth neck (Pali: samva d dakhando).

21. He has sensitive taste-buds (Pali: rasagasagi).

22. His jaw is like that of lion's (Pali: sihahanu).

23. He has a nice smile

24. His teeth are evenly spaced (Pali: samadanto).

25. His teeth are without gaps in-between (Pali: avira ladanto).

26. His teeth are quite white (Pali: sukadanto).

27. He has a large, long tongue (Pali: pahutajivho).

28. He has a voice like that of Brahma (Pali: brahmasaro hiravikabha ni).

29. He has very blue eyes (Pali: abhi nila netto). Note 1: "very (abhi) blue (nila) eyes (netto)" is the literal translation. Nila is the word used to describe a sapphire and the color of the sea, but also the color of a rain cloud. It also defines the color of the Hindu God Krishna. Note 2: "His lashes are like a cow's; his eyes are blue./ Those who know such things declare/ 'A child which such fine eyes/ will be one who's looked upon with joy./ If a layman, thus he'll be/ Pleasing to the sight of all./ If ascetic he becomes,/ Then loved as healer of folk's woes.'" (Lakkhana Sutta)

30. He has eyelashes like an ox (Pali: gopa mukho).

31. He has a white soft wisp of hair in the center of the brow (Pali: una loma bhamukantare jata). Note: this became the symbolic urna.

32. His head is like a royal turban (Pali: u nahisiso). Note that this denotes his cranial protrusion, visible on Buddhist iconography.

AND... not only that.. he got another 80 SECONDARY CHARACTERISTICS!! that are..

1. He has beautiful fingers and toes.
2. He has well-proportioned fingers and toes.
3. He has tube-shaped fingers and toes.
4. His fingernails and toenails have a rosy tint.
5. His fingernails and toenails are slightly upturned at the tip.
6. His fingernails and toenails are smooth and rounded without ridges.
7. His ankles and wrists are rounded and undented.
8. His feet are of equal length.
9. He has a beautiful gait, like that of a king-elephant.
10. He has a stately gait, like that of a king-lion.
11. He has a beautiful gait, like that of a swan.
12. He has a majestic gait, like that of a royal ox.
13. His right foot leads when walking.
14. His knees have no protruding kneecaps.
15. He has the demeanor of a great man.
16. His navel is without blemish.
17. He has a deep-shaped abdomen.
18. He has clockwise marks on the abdomen.
19. His thighs are rounded like banana sheafs.
20. His two arms are shaped like an elephant's trunk.
21. The lines on the palms of his hands have a rosy tint.
22. His skin is thick or thin as it should be.
23. His skin is unwrinkled.
24. His body is spotless and without lumps.
25. His body is unblemished above and below.
26. His body is absolutely free of impurities.
27. He is a very happy man.
28. He has a protruding nose.
29. His nose is well proportioned.
30. His upper and lower lips are equal in size and have a rosy tint.
31. His teeth are unblemished and with no plaque.
32. His teeth are long like polished conches.
33. His teeth are smooth and without ridges.
34. His five sense-organs are unblemished.
35. His four canine teeth are crystal and rounded.
36. His face is long and beautiful.
37. His cheeks are radiant.
38. The lines on his palms are deep.
39. The lines on his palms are long.
40. The lines on his palms are straight.
41. The lines on his palms have a rosy tint.
42. His body emanates a halo of light extending around him for two meters.
43. His cheek cavities are fully rounded and smooth.
44. His eyelids are well proportioned.
45. The five nerves of his eyes are unblemished.
46. The tips of his bodily hair are neither curved nor bent.
47. He has a rounded tongue.
48. His tongue is soft and has a rosy-tint.
49. His ears are long like lotus petals.
50. His earholes are beautifully rounded.
51. His sinews and tendons don't stick out.
52. His sinews and tendons are deeply embedded in the flesh.
53. His topknot is like a crown.
54. His forehead is well-proportioned in length and breadth.
55. His forehead is rounded and beautiful.
56. His eyebrows are arched like a bow.
57. The hair of his eyebrows is fine.
58. The hair of his eyebrows lies flat.
59. He has large brows.
60. His brows reach the outward corner of his eyes.
61. His skin is fine throughout his body.
62. His whole body has abundant signs of good fortune.
63. His body is always radiant.
64. His body is always refreshed like a lotus flower.
65. His body is exquisitely sensitive to touch.
66. His body has the scent of sandalwood.
67. His body hair is consistent in length.
68. He has fine bodily hair.
69. His breath is always fine.
70. His mouth always has a beautiful smile.
71. His mouth has the scent of a lotus flower.
72. His hair has the colour of a dark shadow.
73. His hair is strongly scented.
74. His hair has the scent of a white lotus.
75. He has curled hair.
76. His hair does not turn grey.
77. He has fine hair.
78. His hair is untangled.
79. His hair has long curls.
80. He has a topknot as if crowned with a flower garland.

A human that sounded in the way of desrciption totally more BRUTALLY PERFECT than a god.. Humans like that do exist in this world? and if a large number amount of humans were like him, this world will be hell alot better than heaven.

OMMMM MANI PADME HUMMMMMMMM

Another Ordinary Story at Wednesday, September 17, 2008;

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Namo-Amitabha

Om Mani Padme Hum

A good song for relaxation and distression, Do CHECK THEM OUT. Especially those having a lot of problems in their head and those having major exams and stuff like that. Cant believe Im saying this though..

Another Ordinary Story at Sunday, September 14, 2008;

Saturday, September 13, 2008

True Light acoustic english version. The theme from the anime D.N Angel. One of the sweetest melodious song I ever heard. MUST LISTEN. DONT NEVER LISTEN!

Another Ordinary Story at Saturday, September 13, 2008;

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Die Hard 2: Die Harder.. from the 1990s

One of the best scene in the movie where he blows the whole plane and before he threw the lighter on the leaking oil to blow up the plane, he said "YIPPIE-KAI-YAY MOTHERFUCKER"

I actually watched Die Hard 2 years back but to my surprise I seriously forgotten the whole movie thing until a friend of mine who is also a die hard DIE HARD fan as me borrowed me the dvd of Die Hard 2: Die Harder. The plot is about John McClane who got to pick his wife from the Dulles International Airport in Washington D.C. for christmas celebration together. Ashe was hanging around in the airport waiting patiently, he took a few smokes and around that time he already saw Colonel Stuart and his henchmen at the airport, he did not get the suspicious feelings until he saw 2 suspicious human guys entered the luggage transferring room and thats where the whole action begin. The new villain in the movie is the terrorist named Colonel Stuart with his henchmen. They took over the airport to give General Ramon Esperanza a landing without being disturbed or molested by any securities or whatsoever. John McClane is that guy who goes through the same shit twice with elevators and tunnels and crawling in the air ventilator just like in the first movie. This movie have a lot of twist and turn in characters like the counter terrorist team that came in lead by Major Grant and to realise in shock that he and his team are working with Colonel Stuart in an attempt to help flee General Ramon Esperanza.

The movie to me doesnt gave me the excitement as much the first movie gave me, but still a very good action movie eventhough its 18 years ago movie, it still beats the every new james bond genre. With his accent and jokes that fits the movie well, gun shot battles, whole loads of foul language that FUCK FUCK n FUCK thats really my type of communicating style in the movies. Im awaiting to watch the next sequel, Die Hard 3 With A Vengeance.. YEA!! YIPPIE KAI YAY MOTHERFUCKER!!

Another Ordinary Story at Wednesday, September 10, 2008;

Sunday, September 7, 2008

I got some words from a friend of mine. I got myself by purposely asking them about "stuff" and what they think about it. I got ouch sometimes due to the siapa makan cili dia rasa pedas things.Cause I did it before and been told about it alot of times.
Opininons from them almost the same, I guess I should understand better or should not. Well I am who I am protective or not,sensitive or not, etc etc, some are just gonna live on with that. Im sick of trying to change who I am, Im not a fugitive or an ex criminal trying to get rid out of their terrible old habits and deeds of killing and massacre. Im just so sick of the blinded people trusting the fake humans whom they thought are really noble and thoughtful and great people. I dunt feel myself being appreciated sometimes, like being taken for granted, like what Im a fucking slave from ancient china where you can do whatever you want on me and even sacrificing me or using me as a bait or something. that sucks FUCK THAT BTW, YIPPIE KAI YAY MUTHAFUCKA!!

4.57 am.. Full moon *not really*.. Raged..
Die Harder this time..

Another Ordinary Story at Sunday, September 07, 2008;

When for a random blog tour and I found something and it seems to look like a post for 1 type of sex due to some questions in it, but i dunt think so or whatever my mind thinks, Im not tagged I guess and I just doing it for fun especially at this hour my head goes haywire over gunshots and everything shitty and bloody and all fucks..

1. Would you rather be poor but happy, or rich but sad?
- Poor but happy, it somehow makes you feel more highly confident and spirited in doing anything and you can achieve anything you want with a positive mind unlike rich but sad all you do with the money in the end you end up fucking sad unless if the reason is that you cant get something that forever you will never get.

2. If you’re stranded on an island with your best friend and there’s nothing to eat, would you rather eat your best friend or let him/her eat you?
- You never mention the situation of the island, and an island theres a sea, so we can go fishing and hunt for lil cutey animals and some sweetey fucking fruit to be eaten. It will be alot of fun doing that than getting desperate and depressed by eating your own fucking friend who will surely taste like shit cause we humans are salty so are our shits.

3. If you had the choice, would you rather be good-looking but stupid, or smart but ugly like hell?
- what the fuck is that, it sounds like a mock or somehow a sarcasm there, Im already ugly and stupid and I want both of it, which muthafucka doesnt? But if I had only both that choice, I would go mostly for smart but ugly, we can be smart by not letting others judge you by your looks and gaining higher impression from others eventhough sometimes the physical impression comes first but Im so fucked up with that, I want people especially that someone to know who I really am deep within me instead of just saying "omg, he is such a loser, a total dumbass for sure who only knows how to suck titties", fuck you bitch.. now there goes another impression for sure for the total R-rated vulgarity here and also the link of this fucking blog. yes FUCKNGRIND..

4. If both your best friend and your boyfriend/girlfriend are drowning at the same time, and you can only save one person (and you cannot throw yourself in to drown with them), who will you save?
- Its a hard a choice, it depends on who deserve it more. But sometimes, we cant let anyone go even if they are not related to us, but things doesnt go that way in this world. And another thought of me, honestly our hearts doesnt match with our mind and that doesnt match with our words, it will tend to get jingle jubbly up when the situation comes, but if that girl is the one I really love for the rest of my life and will shield every single bullets for her, I will save her first and as fast I could would get my best friend on me too, cause I said and my heart says I would die for you to her and I never once said I would die for you to my best friend. Some people may say bestfriend cause a best friend will never leave and a boy friend might leave, well no offence to those, your hell fucking wrong too u know that! I hope you people shall open their eyes bigger to see about their boyfrens or husband or whatever with their bestfrens, cause not everything the best friend is always right too u know. How pissed can i get now, I can go on and on and on till I fuck my finger into the keyboards. And theres this girl's blog whom used to have this bf and she did the same tag and its stated in there that bf or husband might leave anytime and friends wont, and you know the fucking thing is that look who's talking man, she left him instead after all the worries of him leaving her, she left him in his fucking shit. And as far as I know the guy, he would never ever leave her as he said and he means it and really for REAL. What a gallant attempt by her to say such thing in there when he could just read it anytime and you wont know how he will feel, so much for loving him. YIPPIE KAI YAY MUTHAFUCKA... that quote reminds me, I can save my girl from falling of the 40 storeys building and catch her arm and pull her up after saving her from some european terrorist that hold her hostage, John McClane style!!

5. Would you rather eat 5cm3 of shit or drink 1 litre of urine?
- Drinking should be better and faster than anything but I just worried of infections in my pipes and all those in my body. But shit aint that bad too, it sometimes give us an impression that it looks like chocolate bar or some mash potato with corn in it or maybe chilli or maybe a kangkung vege in there. And it taste salty and sure do have alot of taste in there, a unique taste, an asian blended shit.. yippie kai yay muthafucka..

6. If both your best friend and your mother are drowning at the same time, and you can only save one person (and you cannot throw yourself in to drown with them), who will you save?
- I wont drown with them for fuck sake, my mum brought me into this world, of coz I will save my mum no matter what and saving her wouldn't be enough to repay what she done for me that is giving me a life!

7. Would you rather be gang-raped or be raped once but have cucumbers/pencils/scissors stuffed up your vagina?
- I dont have a vagina, but if im the rapist, Im very sadistic.... so u know.. worse than that it could be... believe it or not?.. yippie kai yay muthafucka...

8. If you are forced to shoot either of your parents, would you rather shoot your mother or your father? (and you cannot shoot yourself)
- I will never ever touch the gun that shall kill my parents, do what you want to me even how much you force, I would rather die in your fucking force than fucking shooting at my parents. And indeed my evil spirit shall return and haunt you that force me to my death and yes a very painful spike club in your asshole up to your intestine.

9. Would you rather get raped or have your boyfriend/girlfriend cheat on you with your best friend?
- If im getting raped by my own girlfriend, I really dont mind her raping me all she wants, as long shes happy doing it, Im really HAPPY too.

10. Would you rather have a boyfriend/girlfriend with the biggest heart but no brains, or a boyfriend/girlfriend with the biggest brains but no heart?
- Speaking of that, I guess I am or was in a situation like that where Im the either the boyfriend with the biggest heart but no brains or the one with the biggest brains but no heart, actually im kinda in between, Not to say Im smart and have alot of hearts. Just that it somehow feels a similar to something Im going through, but i know she rather be single than having me back, theres no point to it of saying much, she made up her mind Im not the right one at all. Badassess and stubborn boy friends are not for her. And there she goes, a heart left behind. A bittersweet nostalgic questions. Sorry, no real answer for that. I just can say as long I really do love her, big brains or big hearts, don't really matter anymore as long shes always there with me, caring me and loving me only. And knows how to take good care of my feelings. Seems too much or not, up to you to decide.

11. Would you rather marry someone 5 years younger or someone 20 years older than you?
- 5 years younger, I prefer girls younger than me.

12. Would you rather live a short life but die very peacefully, or live a long life but die a very horrible and painful death?
- Death comes anytime anywhere anyway it wanted to. Living long or short doesnt really matter to me anymore, as long I achieved and got everything I wanted and appreciate it totally, I dont mind dying anytime. And death is something really suffering to be felt no matter how noble you are, you will feel the pain of death peacefully or not. Appreciate every life moment you got when your still alive. Don't be like me in this situation now..

If theres anything any of you aint happy about, fuck yourself and mind your own business. I do this tagged for the sake of just doing it. And there are some stuff I aint serious about and dead serious about. Fucking off..

Another Ordinary Story at Sunday, September 07, 2008;

Saturday, September 6, 2008

I recently re watched a Die Hard movie that is the first movie of the series. The classic 1988 movie. Maybe im now old enough to understand and appreciate the Die HArd movie from the first time I watch it like many years back from now. John McClane is my new hero in gun shooting, with his dark comedy style and those really cool accent he uses in the movie. Bruce Willis really played him darn well. Die Hard has the best action stories in it so far i watch with good humour that suits the movie well. And plus he is not as horny as James Bond where he will have many relationships with the so called Bond girl who always seem like a slut to me, and sleeps around with James Bond whereas John McClane stays faithful to his wife and only concentrate on ffightin the fuck out wit the bad guys instead of getting into shitty romances with gunfire. Eventhough its a 1988 movie and the special effect aint like what we expected of course in the 2000s era movie, it still has the suspense and thrill watching it. In the movie he fought the european terrorist and their leader named Hans Gruber with their funny weird accent *should hear wen Hans said out John signature phrase*. Im now on the hunt searching for the Die Hard trilogy from part 1 to 4.0 dvd, Im on a die hard rampage to get my eyes and hands and guns on the films. And not to forget John McClane signature phrase and also the funniest ultimate action movie phrase ever when he is gonna go for the ultimate kill YIPPIE KAI YAY MUTHAFUCKA!!!!

John McClane Rulez sucka!!!

Another Ordinary Story at Saturday, September 06, 2008;

Trial is just around the corner, 1 week from now and still I aint having the interest of studying, dam.. whats wrong man, I just couldn't get myself to study a shit. Instead of that, Im just having the thoughts on death metal, death metal, and death metal... too much death metal and i guess im on the verge of death in spm.. fuck that shit, death metal is 1 of the best of the best.

My beloved is still my beloved, Im being annihilate by the hands of my beloved, by the eyes of my beloved, as it kills my heart, cut me short of breath, causing me into a decrepit soul and mind.. The thought just comes into my mind like a wave of tsunami struck the land in huge thunderous force. Causes the salt water protruding down from my eyes, you just don't know why is this being so continuous, why is this happening. My sins for my beloved and the sins from my beloved, combine into one an unexplainable sin soon to be an eternity stuck in each soul. Is this the end? Is this not? Is this how we must live forever?..

Too much things, too little time.. Too many aches, a small time consuming all of it.. So many to do, but so many to consider..So much running thru my fucking head, and theres nothing much I can do about it.. A wish for this year, but it will never be granted.. Next two months or so, Im outta schooling life, anxious to see how it goes after that.. yippie kai yay, mutha fucka..

Another Ordinary Story at Saturday, September 06, 2008;

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

On 31st August 2008, 1 of my dad's younger brother, who is also my uncle celebrated Calista their daughter who is also my little cousin's 3rd birthday if Im not mistaken. She is a Merdeka girl and a very naughty one indeed. We were invited to celebrate her birthday for the 3rd time consecutively and every year was a feast of good chinese meal.

From left Aunt Candy, Calista the birthday girl and Uncle Kelvin(or Calvin), I forgot. Just realise how my dad and him look so alike. They are brothers..=,=''.. My uncle still stays really young in heart though i can say. Thats the best part about him.. Stay young forever.

My left-over prawn of the day, even if its left over still it taste really good if you pick it up back and eat n chew on it.. for real.. I just ate 2 prawns that day, tasty little tiger prawn.

The birthday cake, I only ate 2 slice of the cake. Its not bad though, the cake taste good, I just cant recall wether the taste is chocolate or coffee. With no avail, my mind had forgotten the taste of it, greaaat..=,=''

A family picture, oh Calista poking her face with her finger, she is getting too bored and restless and I mean it shes really restless, always on the urge on doing or playing anything. She can however play with anything. My mum in pink, Calista in the middle, aunt Candy on right, top my dad in yellow and Barry in brown or orange (urrgh, I feel my colour blindness is getting worse).. The guy in white is someone I dun really know, a relative of ours I guess, well who cares, I dunno him. A nice picture with a little lighting effect.

Calista.. The new mischievious Boey.

The ladies, my mum on the left, an aunt of mine who is my dad's sister in the middle and aunt Candy.

Barry's head, no comment about it. Nice hair.. The specs coordinate well with the shirt.

My dad and calista. Both aint looking at the camera.

Random gila nak mampos..

Had a great meal and all, hopefully next year won't be anymore chinese food. Thought of Thai, British, French, etc etc cuisine...

daaaa..signing off..=,='''

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