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An all too ordinary story, with aftertaste so bitter
Forced to be someone I don't want to be
I'm losing myself... sinking deeper down
I'm caught in the world wound web

Monday, July 28, 2008


today is monday, and its a dull day but not afta the batman fever begins..
Pn Jamaliah came into the class and scolded vivek for no reason and scolded saiful, she starts teaching bio alot..
WHY SO SERIOUS??..
Mrs Andrew came into the class after break and mengamuk and scolded some guys gila gila..
WHY SO SERIOUS??....
I used up irfan black pen and he seem to got pissed by me..
WHY SO SERIOUS??....
Mr Khaw start giving some words of lecture to us..
WHY SO SERIOUS??...
Teachers start catching students with long hairs n students with weird hairstyles by calling names n all..
WHY SO SERIOUS??...
Saiful saw my dick in the toilet while i was peeing and he got freak out n so over reacted by it..
dude..WHY SO SERIOUS??....
Chun tean got kissed by saiful today and he got over reacted as well..
WHY SO SERIOUS??...
Tmrw tuesday and is a cca day and its fuckin games! We jus had games last fuckin week u got dam fuckin skul@!@!@!!!.
but..WHY SO SERIOUS??....
COME EVERYONE, LETS ALL BE HAPPY AND LET US PUT THE SWEETEST SMILE ON ALL OF OUR FACES THAT WILL LAST FOREVER..LETS ALL NOT BE SERIOUS. LETS SMILEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..
inspired by, mr JOKER..villain in The Dark Knight, but hero in our hearts of reality.. hail JOKER!!
Another Ordinary Story at Monday, July 28, 2008;

Friday, July 25, 2008

Today we had jamming, n today seem to b a weird day of jammin, last jammin we were doin so well but today there is sumthn like we cant jam good anymore. Its like a jinx. Well its believe tat a fren of mine shazz hu is a christian n a strong believer in d lord christ came n it means a good holy soul has enter n gave a holy aura around d atmosphere till our so called "setan" music cant b played well. HAHAHAH.. its really weird though but i dun blame my fren, he is a nice guy,hahaha..his holy power jus misunderstood our good hearts i guess. hahaha..its jus a believe n rumours so ntg much bout it. We did hav great time though n we're gonna jam again tis sunday hopefully to rearrange everythn tat is left undone and damaged, i feel really bad if we din do well, n we must repair ourselves. Alex came for d session n its his first time coming into a jamming session where there is played only full off "u-kno-wat"..wel, cant blame him, he got not much time n is a busy person n not d pure BESI type. but he is a good bass player n can be better!. I hang around with alex alot today n find out he is great in his music his into. to Alex, WELCOME TO HELL..hahaha.. n u cant influenced me man, i stick strong to my pegangan hidup.HEHEHE. currently i tot of d name Rot In Heaven. It sounds abit too much though, but its a good name.

for fun sake, here is some funny shit tat is said =

Alex: Lets play time is running out, dun u kno how to play any muse songs?
NAz: No, i duno how play any muse, I dun listen to them.

(quiet awhile)

Naz: FUCK MUSE!

Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!


ok, tats it..
Another Ordinary Story at Friday, July 25, 2008;

Friday, July 18, 2008

I almost puke today again like how it goes the time I was in Great Eastern Mall buying valentines gift. I came back into the school n wen straight to the library. Yes, I started to feel dizzy n a strong puking sensation. I got no choice but to sit on d floor n half closing my eyes waitin for my dad to call. It took me a strong will to walk from the library to the car afta my dad called a few times. I cant eat the KFC zinger burger n jus drank sum hot tea n makes me feel worse, Im fightin the temptation to puke, coz wen i puke, i can puke for like the whole day*exaggerating*. serious bowel problem, finally I reached home n got safely onto my bed, I start feeling better abit lying on my bed for the moment, finally i fought thru those tough fuckin bowel moments of mine and there I am now feeling better bloggin this shit out. cool heh?. oh btw, i gotta check out Vital Remains, dam fucking cun band to hear out. found their sound in youtube, super gila babi solo in it. wateva, I heard of Global Battle Of The Bands coming n me n saiful tot of doin 2 good original songs n play them, I WAN TO JOIN! as i heard rm100, 000 is d prize for the winner!..rm20 000 is already alot for me. Can even get an engagement ring =,='''!! I gone to far out wit my words..hoho..signing off for now,

study time.
Another Ordinary Story at Friday, July 18, 2008;

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Yesterday, my skul broke d malaysia book of records to build d largest earth made out of recyclable materials. Congrats to all, I din really do much yesterday, came late n more busy coughin n clearing mucus out of my nose. Fuckin sick on tat day. Environmental things is jus not my stuff, I jus threw a thrash right in d middle of a speech did by some guy n I jus threw it on the floor, lame huh..but I just dun really give a dam.

The day before, we got into some old classic stuff like metallica and all. Naz was fucking great on the drums, really good for someone who jus practice by using imagination n doesnt have a drum set. My ear was abit deaf till the next day tat is on the 4-star environmental day. cooool..

P.S: I wish my heart beats like a speeding double bass pedal.
Another Ordinary Story at Sunday, July 13, 2008;

Friday, July 11, 2008

Hua: Later my mum see until.
Billy: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

=D



its late in d dawn, n im stil awake..lucky i slept alot from 9 sumthn to now. Im feeling abit sick, now gotta wake up to practice for jamming tomorrow,.cant wait to jam tmrw as there r 2 new guys to jam with. Gonna resleep again later, hopefully to c her face in my dream then i culd wake up feeling better.
Another Ordinary Story at Friday, July 11, 2008;

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Well oh well oh well..Monday start of as any other ordinary monday except tat today we took a cab to skul. thx to d breakdown of my dads car, glad we culd make it early there, d earliest so far for this year. Armeen saw me wen we goin for the assembly, n Armeen was like BILLY WTH!!U LOOOK SO WEIRD!!hahaha..LOOK SO GOOD BOY DY! I GOT NEW NAME FOR YOU, GOOD BOEY!..i tink he said tat..wel, thx to d haircut of mine..wel, its ok, new hair, new life, n mayb new probs..no, hopefully not..sum say I look like my lil bro..not bad, his good lookin..wth.. As for today, its really a boring n feeling sick n tired day, too many free periods n tats great for me, but feeling sick today. Dont have good appetite to eat. Im gettin skinnier by d day i tink, gonna turn into jack skellington 1 day, n ppl wil start callin me jack skellington wannabe.wth.. new nick name for me, Good Boy, call me Good Boy.. nyahahaha..shud b "GOOD BOY"..nyahahaha..wakakkakaka..today is boring shit..wednesday tmrw, tuition day!..distress myself.
Another Ordinary Story at Tuesday, July 08, 2008;

Sunday, July 6, 2008

Jus a random memorial pic of 2006 took in d canteeeen, before i left the skul.. Me on d left d "goody goody" prefect, Dwayne my tou tai on d right n in d middle is erm..i cant really remember...oh hold on, wait, i tink i remember..Farid Ali..yes, im dead sure im rite, if not shoot me..lalalala..fuckin off..=D
Another Ordinary Story at Sunday, July 06, 2008;


Today is a sunday, its like evry normal sunday..I duno wat im feelin for today. i feel good yet not so good. I feel free but not so free. my dad's car brokedown again. Wonder wil i use tis opportunity of not goin to skul tmrw. Im feelin lazy to feel d mondays blue all over again like any other monday. I hate skul though. Malas nak study. But rajin gila nak pergi tuition..haha..
I shud hav spend my 2 years being in hulu kelang n use d sri garden skul money for my tuition fees. haha.. Its stil an experience to b in a private skul.

Im feeeling so classsic rite now babyyyy..yea give me sum exotic love! weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Another Ordinary Story at Sunday, July 06, 2008;







Kill 'Em All..This is d 1st album of metallica, n yes i love their muthafuckin franatic solos in there, eventho its not as melodic as d nex album to come sooner enuf for my own opinion, jump in the fire, the four horsemen, seek and destroy, includin motorbreath is my personal fav in tat album, practice gila those songs, wish to jam tat sumday or mayb record a cover or performin it live. bored of enter sandman, shud go bak to d classic at times..to relive d old into d new era.wateva.


Ride the lightning.. Yes, another good album from metallica. right afta kill em all,.theres sum history of mine wit 1 of d songs in tat album. It all started off wen im jus a lil pop punk kid hu plays so much of greenday n simple n yea those kind of shit. I even became tat billie joe armstrong wannabe. Wel, til 1 day VJ a good fren of mine came n tel me to try play Fade to black by metallica,.ok to cut d story short, tats wen i started to get into metal, i actually despised metallica at 1st claimin them to b playin rubbish noise crap music,.till i really listen to them n i dump aside all those greenday n simple plan cds, n even good charlotte as wel..also includin those rap n rnb cds i got,.NO TO THEM!!..Metal all d way!..yea, n tat is kinda like our trademark song tat we wil nvr ever forget to play even how long we nvr play them.. eventho im not 100% perfect wit d song but stil at least, good to play..fade to black is 1 of metallica's earliest ballad, stil sound fuckin heavy wit their great solo in it, kirk hammet rules!..for whom d bell tolls hav a good intro riff, tat really culd make us headbang our shits out but borin weird outro they hav.. ride the lightning is my fav song tat i like it more than fade to black, d song intro, to d bridge n d solo, really heart pumping to play it, i gotta learn bak d song,. ride d lightning is d man in tat album!.


Master Of Puppets.. The king of all metal albums so far, tat influence many metal bands n guitarists mayb includin me, generally to say, its metallica tat influence me into my playin n all but those 1st 3 albums r d fuckin best of them all..master of puppets hav really brutal riffs n speedin melodic solo, eventho their solo is short compare to their 1st 2 albums, stil its fuckin killin all bapok solos of them all..yea!!!..I use to play n stop at d solos, but i was determined to play master of puppets solo til i started playin solos in any music i like,.took me weeks to master d solo..d fast solos r really a killer tat time.. battery has catchy intro n hybrid speedy solos as well, nice riff for d verse, dam heavy, sanitarium a good ballad in there,.n d heavist off all in tat album is Damage Inc!..yea, tat song is d most perfect in melody in d album..d solos r incredible!..


To any1 hu starts playin gtr or wateva, do listen to metallica 1st 3albums..is a must..especially master of puppets album i highly reccomend..pluckin, strummin, soloin u can find all tat in metallica, d GODS or SATAN of evry music in terms of metal or rock!..haahaha...hail metallica..hail kirk hammetT..signin off







Another Ordinary Story at Sunday, July 06, 2008;

Saturday, July 5, 2008



All rite, tats d guy name Dead, use to b a member of Mayhem, due to sum bloody circumstances, tat is he shot himself wit a shotgun, so he is outta mayhem for good. tats an album cover wit d image of his splattered brains. There r rumours d members of Mayhem uses his smash up skull n made it into necklace. yes, they r fuckin bloody gruesome n cool at d same time. oh wel, those r jus rumours, but bout Dead hu shot himself, tats true. from wat i read, it stated tat he is obssessed wit death n wanna experienced it himself. tats really cool..i shud try tat someday too since im obssessed wit DEATH as wel.=,='..


k, sumthn kinda outta topic, i jus link sum ppl, n realised tat mostly bloggers r females n famous bloggers too r mostly females. gals do like to talk alot n say alot. gossip here, gossip there. say tis, say tat..yea, females do like to talk alot jus like mums like to nag alot!.. i talk alot too at time, i even beat sum females in it..haha..wtf!..aite, signin out.
Another Ordinary Story at Saturday, July 05, 2008;


Dawn over a new world.. yea, got inspired to blog sumthn tat i duno wat isit to come out afta listenin to tat song entitled Dawn over a new world. many thngs happen lately, too many thngs happen in a short while lately, wat r d thngs?..left to b unsaid for now..its stil too fresh to b said..

I had lost d most important 1 in my life for now, u kno, its like a wasted life without "tat", soon to realise d true happiness is actually havin "tat" being wit me, i kinda felt lost though.. Soon enuf i gonna start a new life, hopefully afta spm where i can play music wit members everyday, n can go to lots of gigs, n sweetest memories shall jus b kept hidden inside of me..

even i kno bout everythn, mayb i kno or duno, i shall fulfill 1 or 2 sentence i said b4, I had sworn to love her forever n also its on my wil as wel, n to always hav her in my heart even wen we wont ever b together again,.yes, d "tat" is actually her.

Leadin only my own life rite now, lets c how it goes..on to my aim..to infinity n beyond!!..wtf..better to fraternity to b assassins tat culd bend bullets n soumersault cars around..wateva.. yes, jus another ordinary story, signin off
Another Ordinary Story at Saturday, July 05, 2008;

Friday, July 4, 2008

Hey there all of ya!.

tis is my new god dam blog!.yes thx to my frens danang, waishin n sukhwa for helpin me in completing tis blog to b used..wel not really complete, i cant c d full layout, wtf!! nvm, hu cares..im using tis blog once n for all..i d old blog of mine name trespassmymind.blogspot.com tat came from diabolitica due to changes of sum technical shits.. I not gonna use tat blog anymore coz of sumthn, tat i duwan it to b gone, if any1 got a time to c then u wil kno y, i duwan tat last post to fade away by other post of mine wit crazy fuck n fuck around..tats d happiest post i ever had..

anyway, i got not much time to say much..stay tune for d nex post by fuckngrind!..yea..signin off!!.
Another Ordinary Story at Friday, July 04, 2008;


HI!
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