RAMBLINGS
An all too ordinary story, with aftertaste so bitter
Forced to be someone I don't want to be
I'm losing myself... sinking deeper down
I'm caught in the world wound web
Monday, December 1, 2008
Dear anti-emo,
TELLING THE WHOLE WORLD THAT ME IS AIN'T ANY EMO SHIT!!!.. I may be one sometimes but everyone has emotions do they?. And why must I be the only one singled out as the emo fuck?. Listening to death metal and thrash metal is emo?. FUCK OFF.. anyway, thats not the main thing I was here. In this special dawn, at this very moment. Me who hardly update the blog anymore suddenly comes into blogger and start sitting down and type and type. What is it Im going type?. Ok. Looks like after SPM trouble ain't going off as I was expected, vague feeling of relaxation is what I felt, that fucking little?. I don't have a peace of mind, a proper one I meant. I guess I need isolated from everyone. But how can I?.. I don't want to have any conflict this moment. I already left school. Im suppose to start everything all new. A new beginning to the latest ending. That is the end of high school. Wouldn't even Zeus spare me of this constantly revolving misery? I bet many people who read this wouldn't understand a bit of what Im saying right now. But for those who somehow seen me in shits. I guess you will know it very well. For you who don't understand, understand it if you want to. Not like anyone gonna be so freaking interested in this post anyway. ok, at least IM ALREADY OUT OF SCHOOL. Thats a good thing, those heartaches i got in my last year of school that is also known as fucking as the worst year of my schooling life, for real.. Im so glad to get out of school and avoid seeing and hearing stuff that ordinary human don't want to.
Humans this days are so fucking selfish and so self conscious. Why? Cause there are alot of humans just don't see the wrong they are doing and whats the worse part of it, they just blast it all on one person to suck it all in. Does it feels so orgasmic to have a certain someone to carry the guilt and burden of it. And are humans so fucking coward these day, where it takes 10 men of most of them are parang wielding ass freak to hit and kill a student who is somehow weapon free? Dude, if want a conflict, do it by your own and face it like a man, and not being pussies and cock heads to have many human backing you up, fucking sore losers. A parent spend loads of cash, thousand and thousands to send their son or daughters to malaysia just to get killed for the reason of mistaken identity, I feel so fucking sorry them really. They will never be able to get devoid of this despicable act. Before killing someone, do think of their love ones first.
Im so fucking bored right nowwwww...I feel like eating a buffalo alive.
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