RAMBLINGS
An all too ordinary story, with aftertaste so bitter
Forced to be someone I don't want to be
I'm losing myself... sinking deeper down
I'm caught in the world wound web
Monday, November 24, 2008
The Self
[01] Real name: Billy Boey Chee Hoong
[02] Nickname : hmm.. Satan, hard gay, billbill, bald, bemo, bilbo, emo (s0 not), etc etc. Called by mostly different friends. Theres still more I guess, I forgot. Dont bother
[03] Married : NO, marrying can be really a huge burden, especially this days girls are so demanding, they just want more and more and more..
[04] Zodiac Sign: Aquarius
[05] Gender: Male
[06] Age: 17 turning 18 in no time..
[07] High school: Just got out of high school. The last one is Sri Garden
[08] College: I dont know, I dont give a fuck about it, I dont think I wanna go on studying like fuck again..
[09] Height: 175+ cm I think, I dont know, never measure for so long. But i feel i didnt grow, I finally stop growing!! THANK YOU GODDESS OF MERCY!!
[10] Weight: 51 to 53kg . Not even sure as well.. something around that amount of MASS
[11] Do you like yourself: errr.. Sometimes..
[12] Piercing: Use to have one. I like piercings. I would like to have it on the lips, then the ears, then the eyebrows..then mayb my nipples?,neh that aint gonna happen, my nipples is too precious to be pierced..
[13] Right or left : Left.. The left side, the left path, the demon hand, hand of evil...hand with the number of the beast..
[14] Are you a freak: Always am...
[15] Hair: Black, brown, gold, white..
[16] Skin: Fairer than snow white, can even scare a ghost away..
[17] Allergic: hmm.. I dont know..
[18] What are you doing now : Listening to music and typing this whatever tag u call it.
[19] What will you do 1 hour later : Studying fucking physics for the last time in my life.
[20] What will you do 10 years later : What I want to do and most likely will do is playing music in my band, practicing and practing. Playing in gigs, working as a hell knows what, at home taking care of my kids.. and you name it..
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: Parents for sure, Im still 17++ bitch!
[22] Siblings(included you): 2
[23] Eldest: ME
[24] Youngest: My younger brother, Barry...
[25] Love/hate your family: Love.. fuck you, what kind of question is this!
[26] You found your another half: NO, what u meant of the other half?
The Love.
[27] If yes, who is he/she: No can tell, its too complicated..
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: Alisha cuthbert, Jessica Alba, Maggie Q, etc etc etc..berlambak gila babi..Just kidding about it. If no, I guess I rather not live or be in a relationship.
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: I lost count.. doesnt mean its alot, I just forgottt
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): Yea, of cause, but not for now..
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): Yea, some.. some are bitches..
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: Yes, alot of things.. Better keep in the treasure box and sealed it from the ears and eyes of the world
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: Making her unhappy is like one of the most fucked moment in my life..but still it goes on and on and on and its already a part of my life..sadnesss..but I dont think it will be that way for long..Hopefully not.. Just trying to be fucking optimistic..
[34] Ever argue with your other half: LOADS OF ZILLION TIMES..
[35] You with your other half since: 29March 2007..But I dont know wether if we are the same as before.. Obviously many things have changed...
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: Im gay, I kissed a guy before.. Im straight u bitch!
[37] Reasons you love your other half: I love her too much and all I could think is being together with her for the rest of my entire bit of my sick mediocre life..
[38] You and your other half in which stage: ............
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: We woo each other indirectly...
[40] Ever think of marry he/her: Yes, of cause. i tend to think really far apart and even start to plan how many kids we are going to have..
41] Your first best friend: Best friends is not the right term because there are no such thing as best friends in my dictionary, I only agree to close and good friend but not best friends. Thats so biased to categorized friends in BEST and UNBEST you know..
[42] Your first enemy: I forgot... I tend to get alot of enemies. not to say enemies. Doesnt seem the right word. Just that i tend to attract people to hate me and dislike the fuck out of me.
[43] The friend you love the most(1 only): No-one
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1 only): Cant recall.
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: My imaginary girl friend..
[46] Your most handsome boy friend: The friend that I always see when I face the mirror. Just joking about it..
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: Flirty, act cute in front of guys, think shes hot and cute, think many guys likes her, always want attention from other guys and alot more. I dont mind them being my friend but not my special one..
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: Think they are gangsters, think they are the smartest, think they are the coolest, likes to show off and boast and alot more..fuck off..
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: Not fall in love, just a fucking tiny crush. Just an old story of mine
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: NOOO
[51] If your friend backstabbing you : Hmmm... Just let it be.. They will get to taste their own medicine someday, u know.. karma..
[52] If your friend betray you: Fuckk off friend..
[53] If your friend woo your lover: Fuck your nose and hands and smelly disgusting fucking breath of her, stay 1000KM from her or I burn your balls and stuff your ass with rotten tomatoes.
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: Oh, thats sweet..
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: I dont know..
The Studies
[56] Are you a good student: Obviously!! NOT!!
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: Yea, always does my homework expect the hard ones. I dont do those on my own, just copy and copy
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Mrs Andrew! The most aggressive, coolest, out going, with every words she can say, funniest teacher ever!
[59] Always late to school/college: Couple of weeks before SPM, yes always late to school. My name is written by the prefects uncountable times.. But im still too good to be punished..
[60] Your class: The last class in high school = 5science2
[61] You love your seniors: Hmm.. a few of them I guess..
[62] Seniors who you love the most: NO-one..
[63] Your classmates good/bad: They are all ok. Just some with some sorta attitude prob..
[64] Excellent result classmate: YI XIN!! BOOM BOOM BOOM!
[65] Laziest classmate: hmm..There are plenty to be named..
[66] Smart people: Don't know who..
[67] Stupid people: Maybe me..
[68] Good looking people: hmmm?. NO?
[69] Ugly people: Too many.. Like Im so good looking right now..=,=''
[70] Funny people: SEAN NG!!
[71] Cute people: ehem.. kittens and puppies..
[72] Bad people: LOADS..
[73] Honest people: No, even the most honest humans are dishonest too..
[74] Acting people: WAT D FUCK IS THAT!!??
[75] You are what kind of people: Mediocre heavy metal, guitars lover?..
[76] Lip or eyes: BOTH!
[77] Hugs or kisses: BOTH!
[78] Shorter or taller: I want to be shorter. I dislike being so called real tall..
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: Depends on the situation..
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: BOTH! WHAT ELSE...
[81] Listener or Talker: Both again...
[82] Romantic or rich: Romantic is way cooler..
[83] Good wife or good mother: BOTH ONCE AGAIN..=,=''
[84] Age to get marry: 27 to 30
[85] Numbers of kid(s): I want to have 3, 2 boy and a girl.
[86] Career: I want to be a successful guitarist in a band or my band. Sound like a teenage immature dream rite? But Im FUCKING SERIOUS!! I already made up my mind..
[87] Salary: I dont know. As much as possible..
[88] Retirement age: Billy will never retire...
[89] Properties value: hmm.. traditional old school 1cent?
[90] Wishes: I want everything that I wish for and I WANT!!
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