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An all too ordinary story, with aftertaste so bitter
Forced to be someone I don't want to be
I'm losing myself... sinking deeper down
I'm caught in the world wound web

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Hee Hee Hee Hee sent 11/18/2008 11:02 PM:
those who r... frenly but scared of me.. don't really talk to me
Hee Hee Hee Hee sent 11/18/2008 11:03 PM:
there r 2 other gangs in my class
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
1 more... he kena ejek that he likes me but luckily he's not brave enough to tell me that himself
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
1 more guy... scared to talk to me
Hee Hee Hee Hee sent 11/18/2008 11:03 PM:
1 is... 4 guys.. 1 tries to talk to me sometimes.. so not so bad
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
1 more... can speak better eng but don't talk to me
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
another gang...
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
3 guys.... 1 really can't speak eng so can only wave... 1 makes me feel ignored all the time.. he's the type who likes to joke & talk a lot of crap but he'll call the names of the others & joke bout them but he won't do that to me.. he's the 1 that makes me feel left out...1 more guy... he used to kacau me & talk last time but now nvr at all... not even hi & bye
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
2 girls... 1 girl frenly 1 & out of all of them i like her the most... another girl... used to be frenly in 1st year 1st sem but now not edi.. dunno what happened to her
..I, Lucifer is STARTIN A NEW BEGINNING..:..u call this love? says:
wow
..I, Lucifer is STARTIN A NEW BEGINNING..:..u call this love? says:
ur college seem to hav a sum kind of
..I, Lucifer is STARTIN A NEW BEGINNING..:..u call this love? says:
i mean
..I, Lucifer is STARTIN A NEW BEGINNING..:..u call this love? says:
like a clan instituion
..I, Lucifer is STARTIN A NEW BEGINNING..:..u call this love? says:
hahaha
..I, Lucifer is STARTIN A NEW BEGINNING..:..u call this love? says:
institution*
Hee Hee Hee Hee sent 11/18/2008 11:10 PM:
1 last guy... the whole course (except me.. for me it's neutral) hates him
Hee Hee Hee Hee sent 11/18/2008 11:10 PM:
he's actually ok.. for me
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
but they say he's perverted.. always using his elbow to touch other ppl's boobs
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
& etc
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
but i nvr kena any of the things they say
Hee Hee Hee Hee sent 11/18/2008 11:09 PM:
1 more guy... also talks to me sometimes & his eng is quite ok.. but still.. not close w him
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
so whenever they kutuk bout him i can't join in
Hee Hee Hee Hee sent 11/18/2008 11:10 PM:
but dunno why
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
2nd class... all of them stick together all the time, so impossible to join them
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
anyway.. the only way u can be close w them is to be a guy & like to play dota
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
3rd class.. for those jump to 2nd year from stpm.. actually only 1 girl
..I, Lucifer is STARTIN A NEW BEGINNING..:..u call this love? says:
hmmm
..I, Lucifer is STARTIN A NEW BEGINNING..:..u call this love? says:
wow..
..I, Lucifer is STARTIN A NEW BEGINNING..:..u call this love? says:
so specific u mention out bout them

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hmmm

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wow..

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so specific u mention out bout them

Hee Hee Hee Hee sent 11/18/2008 11:14 PM:
so only if the other 1 talks a lot then only i can talk
Hee Hee Hee Hee sent 11/18/2008 11:14 PM:
but she's also shy
Hee Hee Hee Hee sent 11/18/2008 11:14 PM:
so it's a lil hard
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
the girl w me... just call her ms perasan or bdk perasan
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
that's what i call her when i complain to 1 girl who used to be in the same course
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
the 1 used to be in the same course also doesn't like her
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
& according to her.. the whole course only has 2 feelings towards bdk perasan
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
dislike & neutral
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
no1 likes her
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
coz.. 1 thing bout her is...
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
she talks to new ppl easily
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
but..
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
99% of the time.. what she says will be insulting/offending
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
umm.. i can't remember what she said
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
usually she'll say something & laugh like she's joking
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
but what she says is either insulting/offending
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
& coz not many will show a pissed off look to her
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
most will t'rasa but laugh politely to layan her
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
she thinks every1 enjoys her company
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
but those that do the pissed off look... she don't like them
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
like... the indian girl from the other course... premma
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
actually kenal since last year but nvr talk
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
only talk since a few months ago
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
now... when got class together she & her fren (also kenal & talk to her.. but not close) will sit next to us
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
usually its..
her fren premma me bdk perasan empty space projector
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
so... when premma & kar ming (her fren) comes in for class
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
we'll say hi
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then bdk perasan will try to do her usual 'socialising'
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
BUT... premma always gives her a pissed off look
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
& then bdk perasan will stop
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then.. a few times... premma & i will be talking.. then bdk perasan will suddenly say in canton 'eh.. why r u talking bout me'
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
actually we r not talking bout her at all...
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then i'll tell premma that bdk perasan asked why r we talking bout her
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then premma will be like 'don't be so perasan la.. no1's talking to u'
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
& do a type of face
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
& bdk perasan .. either she try to do lawak bodoh that doesn't work or she keeps quiet
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
but sometimes... after this happens... when we continue talking & then laughing... bdk perasan will glare at me
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
i asked her before 'why r u looking at me' but she didn't say anything
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then keep glaring ltr
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
umm.. waht else ah
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
yeah.. she treats the girl gaduh edi like dirt last time
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
always ask her to carry her folder (really really heavy..) & then the girl will need to carry her own heavy folder PLUS bdk perasan punya
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
& sometimes her bottle also
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then... during break time... always sit down in an empty class
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
& rest her head on the table
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
& ask the girl to massage her
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
til it's time to go for the next class
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then the girl has to stand & keep massaging
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then.. once... during eng class
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
she lie down on a few chairs & ask the girl to cut her toe nails
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
all of a sudden... i can't think of everything
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
coz everytime i call sho then i'll tell what happened during the time that nvr call her
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
every mon.. she'll ask me 'so where r we going this wed'
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then i'll say dunno.. most probably not going out coz malas la
..I, Lucifer is STARTIN A NEW BEGINNING..:..u call this love? says:
wow..can i post all of tis in my blog??
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
the 1st few weeks.. purposely go out & come back late so she'll spend less time in my house
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
but now.. malas
..I, Lucifer is STARTIN A NEW BEGINNING..:..u call this love? says:
d whole convo!.
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
ALL??... ur post will be damn long
..I, Lucifer is STARTIN A NEW BEGINNING..:..u call this love? says:
ur story best, nvr ending
..I, Lucifer is STARTIN A NEW BEGINNING..:..u call this love? says:
lol
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
but go ahead la
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
yeah.. really nvr ending
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
that's why i kesian those that i complain to
..I, Lucifer is STARTIN A NEW BEGINNING..:..u call this love? says:
haha..


Ok. Huey Yin, an old friend of mine, the worlds top complainer. And that explains why from the msg she send. Feels like deja vu. Same old her who tells story of her life. I was somehow blogging and listening to music and browsing the site and she kept on sending and sending. And later WWE Raw starts and I left the computer to catch this weeks Raw. While I was sitting down and lying down in my living room, activities is still continously moving on in my room. She is still typing and typing and sending in complains and complains and never ending complains. She can go on and on and on and on and on. Last few years when we are in the same school, she complains about some people in her class(form5) and I was form 3 that time. I had never met such a great complaining story. I can actually collet back all those and placed it into a book called HUEY YINS BOOK OF COMPLAINS and moreover into like a few volumes it could fit. Its been very long since we kept in touch and each time we kept in touch there she goes with her super massive complains..hahahaha..some it quite interesting to read. some of it I will be like URGGHHHH +.+ WHEN ISIT GONNA END(feeling drowsy)?. Ok. An update now. heres another complain while Im typing all above out.. here goes:


Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
OH YEAH
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
another thing really annoys me
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
like.. when walking in a complex or what
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
suddenly she'll molest my butt
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
not just like touch then enough
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
like.. hers is like... she must put her hand there then move around
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
i'll say 'oi'
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
last time.. nanthini used to whack ppl's butts
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
but this 1... lagi teruk
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then.. this 1..
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
belakang, depan pun kena
..I, Lucifer is STARTIN A NEW BEGINNING..:..u call this love? says:
+.+..urghhhhhh
..I, Lucifer is STARTIN A NEW BEGINNING..:..u call this love? says:
gila pintaiiiiiii
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
she always says... 'molest u'
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
she knows the meaning of molest
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
but... other simple eng words.. x tau
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
like that day..
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
she asked whether wanna share a donut
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then i'm like ok la.. but don't choose those too sweet 1
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then she bought 1 (i purposely nvr offer to pay coz she owes me alot edi.. every wed... makan banyak giler for dinner.. then lunch my mom pays sometimes)
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then.. split into half
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then.. i was saying.. another flavour is very sweet
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
til wanna vomit
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then she said 'no la.. muntah la'
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then i'm like,, 'muntah & vomit is the same la'
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then she.. 'aiyah.. next time u must tell the meaning mah'
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then i'm... =.='
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
coz i edi said 'vomit' many many times to her
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
then everytime she's like faham what i say
Hee Hee Hee Hee says:
mana i tau she doesn't know


Look how much my words compare to hers. Shes super goddess like in complaining. AHAH..overall her complains always turn out into a nice story to read. As if its a scandal article or something..hahahaha..she still can go on and on and on and on and on..
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