RAMBLINGS
An all too ordinary story, with aftertaste so bitter
Forced to be someone I don't want to be
I'm losing myself... sinking deeper down
I'm caught in the world wound web
Friday, November 21, 2008
Dear Mr Grim Reaper,
As you can see from above or below, that I am going to sit for my 2 final major papers on the following monday and tuesday. Look, the problem is as time flies by without me noticing, I starting to feel very very very not in the mood to study anymore. Distraction? Not much though, Im just thinkin much of what I am for sure going to do after the examination. But I don't think thats a big problem to think about it. Anyhow, back to where Im suppose to stay and continue the main topic, I CAN'T FUCKIN STUDY!! In the progress of studying, I will just have a peep on my pc and there I was sitting on the chair in front of my pc, movements faster than any humans with teleportation powers. The first thing to do is on my favourite metal music (YEAAA!!) and there my feelings is devoid of studying. Then I will just fucking browse around as if my exams are all over. While doing this I enjoy it and at the same time, grimace takes shape on my face. I was like WTF AM I DOING HERE!! GET BACK TO THE BOOKS!! then another part of me will be like NEH, ITS JUST PHYSIC AND BIOLOGY, WHAT COULD GET WORSE, I WILL BE HERE FOR LITTLE TINY BIT WHILE MORE. After I am satisfied over what Im doing, I will go back to the books but thats not the end of it. I will caressed my phone and my hair. And then will think of me having long hairs and headbanging with the guitar and all my melody will just come into my mind and I will be like LETS GET SOME METAL FIRST. first!! what the fuck am I thinkin, its already the second time. then I will like JUST AWHILE MORE DOESN HARM. dam, I followed that words of mine.. And it just keeeps going on and on and on and on. Mr Grim, I wish the SPM will be over as quick as possible. Wish me luck and after that I will join you in reaping human's life off their FUCKIN GUTS!!.. Damn.. wat the fuck am i doing here, I ain't suppose to blog shit! IM SUPPOSE TO STUDY!!!!!! URGHH!! NO MOOD....
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