RAMBLINGS
An all too ordinary story, with aftertaste so bitter
Forced to be someone I don't want to be
I'm losing myself... sinking deeper down
I'm caught in the world wound web
Sunday, September 7, 2008
When for a random blog tour and I found something and it seems to look like a post for 1 type of sex due to some questions in it, but i dunt think so or whatever my mind thinks, Im not tagged I guess and I just doing it for fun especially at this hour my head goes haywire over gunshots and everything shitty and bloody and all fucks..
1. Would you rather be poor but happy, or rich but sad?
- Poor but happy, it somehow makes you feel more highly confident and spirited in doing anything and you can achieve anything you want with a positive mind unlike rich but sad all you do with the money in the end you end up fucking sad unless if the reason is that you cant get something that forever you will never get.
2. If you’re stranded on an island with your best friend and there’s nothing to eat, would you rather eat your best friend or let him/her eat you?
- You never mention the situation of the island, and an island theres a sea, so we can go fishing and hunt for lil cutey animals and some sweetey fucking fruit to be eaten. It will be alot of fun doing that than getting desperate and depressed by eating your own fucking friend who will surely taste like shit cause we humans are salty so are our shits.
3. If you had the choice, would you rather be good-looking but stupid, or smart but ugly like hell?
- what the fuck is that, it sounds like a mock or somehow a sarcasm there, Im already ugly and stupid and I want both of it, which muthafucka doesnt? But if I had only both that choice, I would go mostly for smart but ugly, we can be smart by not letting others judge you by your looks and gaining higher impression from others eventhough sometimes the physical impression comes first but Im so fucked up with that, I want people especially that someone to know who I really am deep within me instead of just saying "omg, he is such a loser, a total dumbass for sure who only knows how to suck titties", fuck you bitch.. now there goes another impression for sure for the total R-rated vulgarity here and also the link of this fucking blog. yes FUCKNGRIND..
4. If both your best friend and your boyfriend/girlfriend are drowning at the same time, and you can only save one person (and you cannot throw yourself in to drown with them), who will you save?
- Its a hard a choice, it depends on who deserve it more. But sometimes, we cant let anyone go even if they are not related to us, but things doesnt go that way in this world. And another thought of me, honestly our hearts doesnt match with our mind and that doesnt match with our words, it will tend to get jingle jubbly up when the situation comes, but if that girl is the one I really love for the rest of my life and will shield every single bullets for her, I will save her first and as fast I could would get my best friend on me too, cause I said and my heart says I would die for you to her and I never once said I would die for you to my best friend. Some people may say bestfriend cause a best friend will never leave and a boy friend might leave, well no offence to those, your hell fucking wrong too u know that! I hope you people shall open their eyes bigger to see about their boyfrens or husband or whatever with their bestfrens, cause not everything the best friend is always right too u know. How pissed can i get now, I can go on and on and on till I fuck my finger into the keyboards. And theres this girl's blog whom used to have this bf and she did the same tag and its stated in there that bf or husband might leave anytime and friends wont, and you know the fucking thing is that look who's talking man, she left him instead after all the worries of him leaving her, she left him in his fucking shit. And as far as I know the guy, he would never ever leave her as he said and he means it and really for REAL. What a gallant attempt by her to say such thing in there when he could just read it anytime and you wont know how he will feel, so much for loving him. YIPPIE KAI YAY MUTHAFUCKA... that quote reminds me, I can save my girl from falling of the 40 storeys building and catch her arm and pull her up after saving her from some european terrorist that hold her hostage, John McClane style!!
5. Would you rather eat 5cm3 of shit or drink 1 litre of urine?
- Drinking should be better and faster than anything but I just worried of infections in my pipes and all those in my body. But shit aint that bad too, it sometimes give us an impression that it looks like chocolate bar or some mash potato with corn in it or maybe chilli or maybe a kangkung vege in there. And it taste salty and sure do have alot of taste in there, a unique taste, an asian blended shit.. yippie kai yay muthafucka..
6. If both your best friend and your mother are drowning at the same time, and you can only save one person (and you cannot throw yourself in to drown with them), who will you save?
- I wont drown with them for fuck sake, my mum brought me into this world, of coz I will save my mum no matter what and saving her wouldn't be enough to repay what she done for me that is giving me a life!
7. Would you rather be gang-raped or be raped once but have cucumbers/pencils/scissors stuffed up your vagina?
- I dont have a vagina, but if im the rapist, Im very sadistic.... so u know.. worse than that it could be... believe it or not?.. yippie kai yay muthafucka...
8. If you are forced to shoot either of your parents, would you rather shoot your mother or your father? (and you cannot shoot yourself)
- I will never ever touch the gun that shall kill my parents, do what you want to me even how much you force, I would rather die in your fucking force than fucking shooting at my parents. And indeed my evil spirit shall return and haunt you that force me to my death and yes a very painful spike club in your asshole up to your intestine.
9. Would you rather get raped or have your boyfriend/girlfriend cheat on you with your best friend?
- If im getting raped by my own girlfriend, I really dont mind her raping me all she wants, as long shes happy doing it, Im really HAPPY too.
10. Would you rather have a boyfriend/girlfriend with the biggest heart but no brains, or a boyfriend/girlfriend with the biggest brains but no heart?
- Speaking of that, I guess I am or was in a situation like that where Im the either the boyfriend with the biggest heart but no brains or the one with the biggest brains but no heart, actually im kinda in between, Not to say Im smart and have alot of hearts. Just that it somehow feels a similar to something Im going through, but i know she rather be single than having me back, theres no point to it of saying much, she made up her mind Im not the right one at all. Badassess and stubborn boy friends are not for her. And there she goes, a heart left behind. A bittersweet nostalgic questions. Sorry, no real answer for that. I just can say as long I really do love her, big brains or big hearts, don't really matter anymore as long shes always there with me, caring me and loving me only. And knows how to take good care of my feelings. Seems too much or not, up to you to decide.
11. Would you rather marry someone 5 years younger or someone 20 years older than you?
- 5 years younger, I prefer girls younger than me.
12. Would you rather live a short life but die very peacefully, or live a long life but die a very horrible and painful death?
- Death comes anytime anywhere anyway it wanted to. Living long or short doesnt really matter to me anymore, as long I achieved and got everything I wanted and appreciate it totally, I dont mind dying anytime. And death is something really suffering to be felt no matter how noble you are, you will feel the pain of death peacefully or not. Appreciate every life moment you got when your still alive. Don't be like me in this situation now..
If theres anything any of you aint happy about, fuck yourself and mind your own business. I do this tagged for the sake of just doing it. And there are some stuff I aint serious about and dead serious about. Fucking off..
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