Trial is just around the corner, 1 week from now and still I aint having the interest of studying, dam.. whats wrong man, I just couldn't get myself to study a shit. Instead of that, Im just having the thoughts on death metal, death metal, and death metal... too much death metal and i guess im on the verge of death in spm.. fuck that shit, death metal is 1 of the best of the best.

My beloved is still my beloved, Im being annihilate by the hands of my beloved, by the eyes of my beloved, as it kills my heart, cut me short of breath, causing me into a decrepit soul and mind.. The thought just comes into my mind like a wave of tsunami struck the land in huge thunderous force. Causes the salt water protruding down from my eyes, you just don't know why is this being so continuous, why is this happening. My sins for my beloved and the sins from my beloved, combine into one an unexplainable sin soon to be an eternity stuck in each soul. Is this the end? Is this not? Is this how we must live forever?..

Too much things, too little time.. Too many aches, a small time consuming all of it.. So many to do, but so many to consider..So much running thru my fucking head, and theres nothing much I can do about it.. A wish for this year, but it will never be granted.. Next two months or so, Im outta schooling life, anxious to see how it goes after that.. yippie kai yay, mutha fucka..