RAMBLINGS
An all too ordinary story, with aftertaste so bitter
Forced to be someone I don't want to be
I'm losing myself... sinking deeper down
I'm caught in the world wound web
Sunday, September 7, 2008
I got some words from a friend of mine. I got myself by purposely asking them about "stuff" and what they think about it. I got ouch sometimes due to the siapa makan cili dia rasa pedas things.Cause I did it before and been told about it alot of times.
Opininons from them almost the same, I guess I should understand better or should not. Well I am who I am protective or not,sensitive or not, etc etc, some are just gonna live on with that. Im sick of trying to change who I am, Im not a fugitive or an ex criminal trying to get rid out of their terrible old habits and deeds of killing and massacre. Im just so sick of the blinded people trusting the fake humans whom they thought are really noble and thoughtful and great people. I dunt feel myself being appreciated sometimes, like being taken for granted, like what Im a fucking slave from ancient china where you can do whatever you want on me and even sacrificing me or using me as a bait or something. that sucks FUCK THAT BTW, YIPPIE KAI YAY MUTHAFUCKA!!
4.57 am.. Full moon *not really*.. Raged..
Die Harder this time..
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