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An all too ordinary story, with aftertaste so bitter
Forced to be someone I don't want to be
I'm losing myself... sinking deeper down
I'm caught in the world wound web

Thursday, September 25, 2008



Bleeding through is a deathcore band, a kinda aggressive deathcore band that plays brutally and plus their songs are mostly about love in their The Truth album and This is love, This is Murderous album. Honestly, their lyrics do tell a lot similraties in what Im going through before or maybe now somehow.. here are some part of it..how much fucking love can they tell about..

The Truth:

2. Confession
.....Today I hate myself. Look what I've done to you.See what you've done to me. You sent me straight to hell.Now is this confession pointless. Was my love entirely useless?She'll never know because I'm face down in the ground.Underground. Face down underground. Tonight I killed myself... Was her love completely truth-less?She dosn't care even now that I'm gone.That night you left. The night I died.The air was cold set for a brilliant suicide.That night was still. The night you left wasThe Night I Died..

P.S: To me is THE DAY YOU LEFT, IS THE DAY I DIED.


3. Love in slow motion
......I will always feel. And I will always care. I wish she was my enemy. But I'm still waiting here for her to hold my hand .For her to steal my breath. For her to pick up the pieces of promises never kept. She moves in slow motion.Sonically as the rain.... And her love moves slowly. This time now I'm dying for you to call my name .I'm waiting. Still Fading. So tell me I'm not alone. I'm still waiting. I'm still fighting..

P.S: Yes, Im still waiting but how long more can I wait, can it possible be forever? Im alone but do tel me Im not alone. Im always fading yet Im still fighting my tormentor of this feeling.


7. Line in the sand
.......This is everything I wanted to tell you,That I'm still in love with everything about you. And I feel the wreckage from everything you do,And I'm tired of still waiting... If I told you the truth now would you still leave and take my heart?And I still feel ugly but you're ugly just like me. If I showed you the truth now would you still leave?Will you ever change?But I still feel empty.Will I always lose this game?........This is everything I wanted to show you,I'm no longer scared of anything about you. I live through the damage of the heart you took from me. And I'm tired of still wanting....

P.S: I wanted to tell you that Im still in love with everything about you. I felt the huge wreckage you gave me. I told you everything but you would still leave with my heart scarred, i feel like crap. Will you ever change your thoughts on me?.. I had lived through the damage so far from the day you left me. But Im still waiting, not tired for now.. Still waiting always..


9. Tragedy of empty streets
..........I tried to be what you wanted me to be, and I'm sorry that I can never be perfect for you, but every time I look in the mirror I see your eyes starring back at me and I don't want it anymore.Now buildings are starting to fall, bricks beginning to break.Your steps are leaving cracks in the sidewalks leaving trials of empty streets.You're pulling teeth, ripping flesh so you can lick the blood from your fingers, so brake these bones; taste my skin, let my death sing the end of it.So you can do no more damage, so you collect no more trophies.I hope your fucking happy.

P.S: I had tried to be what you wanted me to be, but Im never perfect in your eyes cause it doesnt reach the perfection you ever wanted. I am too a human being with my own goals but yet with that goals I will never neglect you, you should have known. My apology alot to you that I can never be perfect in your eyes, for you. I always see your eyes staring back at me, leaving cracks in my heart from the time I had the best with you till the end of it, but I never wanted it to end. Take my heart away, battered it to pieces, the hurt that I felt is so much unbearable than anyone thought. Anyway, I hope your happy..always..








Bleeding through do have sweet love lyrics. Aren't they just so touching and sweet..
Another Ordinary Story at Thursday, September 25, 2008;


Name: Anti-Hero
Age: 17 and half
Email:silent_grudge@hotmail.com



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