RAMBLINGS
An all too ordinary story, with aftertaste so bitter
Forced to be someone I don't want to be
I'm losing myself... sinking deeper down
I'm caught in the world wound web
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Love square..
Love triangle..
This is somehow like a part 2 of the relationship stuff I been talking about in 1 of my previous post, about the break up and stuf.
There are somehow a part of confusion in a relationship and that involves a third party or so. Its based on true events as well.
A love triangle or should I say a love square. Theres a boy who is S who got a girl friend and he likes another girl name O, the girl is single but still I assume she is still loved by the previous boy friend who is the ex now. And the girl O responded to boy S love, adding more spice to it naturally that boy S girl friend is girl O kinda close friend of hers too.
It is somehow found its way into public view and girl O lose alot of her friends, is she so willing to let that happen just for a guy?. and plus her ex who I shall assume is boy T is in love with her and still stays by her side always if anything bad befalls her even if this could hurt him alot as well. He is a really good guy and a nice one indeed.
I felt symphatetic towards girl O but still a shock to me as I dun expect anything like that from her. People calls her bitch and slut but well its aint nice to call her like that after all that happens, she stil have feelings and all, its not like she wishes this to happen. Even a number of people don't understand her actions but theres a reason to every of it from the 3 perspective of the people that is involve, a story cant be said by just one point of view.
Im glad boy T is still there for her, and I hope what I thought is true or not. But do not understand why those 2 are splitted cause boy T is really a near perfect man, understanding and matured. Now there are alot of people having really bad impression on her thinking shes a bitch and a slut and all, she gone through alot as my eyes could see even i do not know her well. Well, we should be a slight tolerant and to know more before deciding what type of person a person is.
As to me, I wouldn't want to continue anything on anymore if Im stuck in this situation, if my girl love someone else too, Im gonna just let her go instead of competing with the other. Not that I do not want her or not loving her alot, if from the start she loves you, she should only love you and only you and not falling for anyone else in the process, it means total disloyality and all and especially since if I do alot for her, shower her always with care and love and being very faithful. I don't think I got the rights to say all this, Im not a good person either, Im really bad though, suck in relationships and all plus with a badass side of me, i suck to my own opinion, maybe its not something really surprising if my girl love someone else too. Back to where I was saying, its pointless to fight back since her heart can change anytime and so easily, even you fought her back, she may still fall for another 1 too. And if she falls for someone else, it kinda means that that guy is even better than me and that your not as good to her anymore as she feels. If that happens, its over to me..
It may sound nice love triangle, but somehow its 1 of the worse thing in a serious relationship, its the horror of it and it hurts real bad.. The love from hell in a love triangle, tormenting the feelings of the people that got caught up in it.
*its my own opinion and words, there maybe some part some of you may disagree, but its just my fucking thought over it, like it appreciate it, dislike/hate it fuck off allright?.*
Another Ordinary Story at Saturday, August 30, 2008;
Love square..
Love triangle..
