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An all too ordinary story, with aftertaste so bitter
Forced to be someone I don't want to be
I'm losing myself... sinking deeper down
I'm caught in the world wound web

Friday, August 22, 2008

I came back from malacca with a souvenir given by a maybe-a-beggar (he seems like one) in from A'famosa in some dark room fill with written ancient stones. It contains a Malacca fruit in each pouch. Mine is the black while Barry's one is the pinky sorta colour. We got some trouble in tightening the pouch and making it look in-shape but with patience as what the beggar told us, we did it.
There goes on the first night where my dad's old friends came by due to the invitation of my dad himself. They brought a couple of booze and some tidbits. my dad in the middle where his friend without the specs claim that my dad looks younger now SERIOUSLY. My dad feels the older he is the younger and better he is. What a reverse spell, I wonder if I inheritted that as well.
My own liqour, sum sorta brandy. Do not know what is it but it taste good. And strong to me. Im still too young f0r it.
A'famosa, 1 of the prestige of my hometown, the entrance of it and what a waste they took down so many parts of it and they closed up a tunnel where it is used by the Portuguese few centuries ago as an escape route. Its claimed that the tunnel is closed cause it inhibit a dragon, evil spirits and dunno whatsoever more belief there is. I kinda serious wanna re open that tunnel and check em out myself next time and be the first person to go in and comes out of the tunnel ALIVE.
The last remains of the top section of the fort. Really red and ancient. Nothing much to say about it but, all i can say it looks hollow and not to forget coool. Not my first time though in here.

A window looking section.. speechlesss
A batu bersurat and in english i forgot what is it called, i jus called it with my own word the ancient stone writings..yeah...=,='''.. I wonder if the writing got anything to do wit Mei Shen and Tan K. Siang (some human that I knew with such a name) cause as i felt her name got something to do with some stuff that creates some word out of it. like Mei is May and Shen is like the Shien clan of the times in the war in the B.C times. The Shien clan attack the Tann Clan on a period where they call they May Day war and thats how the month May is form. and bla bla bla.. Its all fiction by the way. By looking at the words, I really wanna know wat it says. The ancient language and words and writings. So mysterious, so meaningful, the words of life in its original form. They can really tell the true fact about human characteristics. Maybe some of the stones tell love stories about how pure and true love is on that time, where there are no meaning betrayal, and disloyal and girls going around being with other guys while they had a mate or guys too the same. I had though read or heard some of those tales, really touching unlike how is it on this 'modern' day where love is just a fucking game of bullshit and lies and injustice.
Another one with a nice symbol. Carved in many centuries ago or it could be from the time of the BC. Well, its really impressive the art of those ancient people, they seem alot more smarter, skillful, noble, civilised, MODERN than any of us humans in this so-called modern and civilised times.
The Malacca port far out where there use to be great battles between lands and seas. The bloody battles, where there are many death scene being held here n there in this area, lost souls roam the entire place where the battle is held and sometimes you can feel the chilly wind as if its calling you or signalling something to you. By the way, if you realise the sea is so far out from here, its in fact the fucking government had somehow claimed part(kinda big) of the sea and made it into a development area, and the nature there is gone and you can see how ridiculous is it the cannon that is suppose to blast out into the open seas actually surrounded by only lands. All they can blast are just trishaws and the pedestrians and tourists and dogs and cats and crows and ant hills and bitches and bastards and whatsoever land creatures.


St. Francis Xavier. I actually dont know who or what he is and what did he contributed all along...hmmm... The Malacca town/city far out from here. The historic city. If i were the new SULTAN, what would i do to make Malacca a better place? I will turn all humans to orcs, elves, gnomes, dwarves, witches, sorcerers, necromancers, and I THE NEW SAURON!!.
............... grassy lands on top of the fort??....
Another ancient stone kept in a dark part of the fort. looks creepy in the dark and maybe there is something guarding it. Do u realise anything unusual in that picture? Tell me if you do..
Barry.... trying to discover what secret it holds?.. screw you Barry.. What are you doing??



Dad and Barry. On the beach. They both look really alike, some people tot them as siblings too. A picture in an deserted island or beach it looks like. Hope a big creature shall appear from behind and carry Barry away and he be the ape man of some unknown area and then there he will learn how to fly and could be the real batman himself
My parents. my dad and mum of coz. They just like the view from there. Looks like taking picture in a deserted island.
Sea-glancer..
Just some random pics I took. Too bored there u know...




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Name: Anti-Hero
Age: 17 and half
Email:silent_grudge@hotmail.com



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