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An all too ordinary story, with aftertaste so bitter
Forced to be someone I don't want to be
I'm losing myself... sinking deeper down
I'm caught in the world wound web

Thursday, August 28, 2008



Summers love ends in the autumns fall, in a relationship theres always a beginning and an end to it. I do not believe in it, not till atrocities of being too serious occurs where it somehow kill who you really are as love do change someone a lot. To something good yet bad, it couldn’t be true to everyone, just a theory based on some events.
Break ups occurs once there’s conflict between a girl and a guy, or when they can’t get along well anymore and felt they are not meant for each other or theres some misunderstandings of feelings. Break ups comes in a way where girl and boy talk out terms to it and some where 1 of them dump 1 another. But somehow, a break up can be very unreasonable and unfair to 1 of them either boy or girl, theres sometimes injustice in it, based on some events where he is really faithful to the girl and she dumps him for a reason that never obliged his loyalty and all where he only be there for her and only her and plus how many things he did for her out of his sincerity. To some point where he or she is who they are and doing things that doesn’t involve other parties of humans jus them and their hobbies or interest can cause big big atrocities and apocalypse to the relationship, where the girl or boy, especially the girl who just thinks she is always right including the future of the guy who no-one will ever know about the future on how he will turn out to be, thinking he is a failure for life. Now that’s something getting way too far? Based on some events, the boy/girl somehow has been so attachedly in love with her where he still sticks by her always even after what the damage he/she done to him/her. Till there are who will be so heartache to see or hear about her, what else to say if he had a really good talk with her and its very sweet and pleasant yet sad and aching at times. Solemn fills his heart always as the holes keep growing bigger letting everything going through in and out of it. Somehow, if 1 of them trust their friends more than his or her beloved is something out of the ordinary most of the times especially when the friends don’t even know him or her and the girl/boy knows her/his beloved more than anything from head to toe. There are those who dump due to words of their friends, that’s really fucked up for real. Like why the hell you wanna be wit him/her when you trust your friends more than him or her when they don’t even know a single thing about the partner, just go and be with the friends and marry them better off that way. How can you expect someone to trust her when she isn’t having any trustworthy on him more than anyone else? How does anyone think that she is putting every single wrong doings and blame on him and always have that fucking thought she is always right every single thing? There are a lot of more things to be said but is better left unsaid. Too much unpleasanty in saying all this. But in the end, everything has its ending, either good or bad. Anyway, my apologies if anyone felt I said anything wrong in there. Move on with life. And be happy for greatness sake. You can say fuck love or what, maybe its fucked maybe its not. But things aren't perfect, just accept it. Life can be miserable but yet meaningful to feel all those in everyone of us.




P.S: Im not trying to emo or whatever, just tryin to be frank about something and happenings that occur around us lately, n thats one of it..huh, wat am i sayin..nite.
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Name: Anti-Hero
Age: 17 and half
Email:silent_grudge@hotmail.com



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